Cayla's POV:
I closed the door behind me and took off my jacket. Plopping myself on the couch, I thought about what I did when I visited Nae.
That was something I would never forget because I'm not really used to doing those type of things. I'm not wild like Janae is.
I remember when Nae and I went on our first date, how wild she was and I loved it. We had went to the beach that night and after we finished eating, she took off all her clothes and ran in the water naked. And when she came out she laid on our blanket and stared up at the stars.
Of course the next day she came down with a cold because it was chilly that night. I miss those days with her. I really do. I guess the reason I cheated on her with Quan was because those moments were gone for a while and I wanted to please my mother.
And the reason why I'm with Jada is because I need some p*ssy and money and Nae is not here to provide me with that. All she could do is love me from afar and that's not good enough for me.
Getting up from the couch, I went to plug up my phone on my house charger. I took out my phone and saw I got a text from Jada. Honestly I didn't want to go to that thing with her tonight after seeing my baby.
Jada <3: Don't forget to be ready for 8.
Me: Okay.
I plugged my phone in the charger and went to go take my shower and get ready for the get together.
I finished my shower going straight to my room and in my closet. "I have nothing to wear..." I said to my self.
Pulling out my white shorts and white blouse, I laid them on the bed and went back in the closet again to find my blue blazer to wear with my outfit.
I creamed my skin and got dressed putting on my blue pumps that matched my blazer.
The door bell rang and I grabbed my bag and ran down the stairs to open the door. "Are you ready to go?" Jada asked stepping inside.
"Yea let me just put some lip stick on and some perfume." I said running back up the stairs. I went to my dresser putting some hair lotion in my hair so my curls could look a little wet. I sprayed some perfume in the air and walked through it then sprayed some more on myself.
Looking in the mirror, I decided not to wear any lipstick or makeup because I looked so much better, natural.
I ran down the stairs and pulled my phone off the charger and put both the charger and phone in my bag.
"Okay baby, I'm ready." I said walking up to her and giving her a kiss on the cheek. "Alrighty..." She said. She held my hand while we walked to the car.
The chauffeur opened the door for us and we stepped in and got comfy. We drove away from my house and went straight on the highway in silence.
Ten minutes passed and we were still sitting in silence. I guess Jada noticed I wasn't really in the mood for anything tonight because she squeezed my leg gently.
"You okay baby? You are very quiet tonight." She moved a little closer and I placed my hand on her leg so she wouldn't move any further. "I'm fine. I'm just a little tired." I lied.
I actually missed Janae. Seeing her today actually changed the way I feel about Jada and Quan. I feel the guilt of cheating running through my body and right now I just want to hop out this car and tell her I never want to see her again.
"Oh well when you finish meeting all my friends, feel free to take a nap in my room." She said.
We pulled up to her house and I saw all the cars that were parked in her driveway.
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To Love Again (Lesbian)
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