Luke Hemming Pregnancy Series

You apologize (Your POV)

     It was July 16th and Luke was coming over. I wanted him to come over today cause not only did I want to wish him a happy birthday but to hopefully get him involved with the twins lives. I just finished up doing some laundry when the door bell rang. It was 2:50 in the afternoon, I lost my breath for a few seconds. I walked over to the he door and peeked through the little hole. Luke was standing there nervously, waiting for me to open the door. I took a deep breath in and opened the door. He and I made eye contact, then his gaze moved down to my bump.
      "Hi." I said quietly.
      "Hey."
     "Come in."
      Luke came in and closed the door, Petunia came running towards him. We went to the living room to sit on the couch. I put my hands underneath my bump as we sat in quiet.
    "Listen Y/N... I."
     "No Luke so should apologize. I got mad at you for working. I guess I just felt a little hurt since you didn't come home, but I should've known." Tears brimmed my eyes. "These last few days it's just been so lonely. I mean I let my emotion get the best of me. And for what? Breaking up with the love of my life and the child of my children just cause of him working?!" My voice squeaked.
      Luke sat there quietly as he listened. Then I went on a whole rant about probably nothing to do with the reason why he was here in the first place.
     "Then the day after we broke up, I talked to Calum about what I should do and he told me that when you went over to Ashton's that you wouldn't stop crying because of it which just made my heart break, then when we didn't talk I thought you hated me for breaking up with you. Then yesterday I called your mom cause I didn't know who else to call since I didn't want to bother Calum or Michael." I took a breather. "When I was talking to Calum he explained everything. I'm so sorry for lashing out like I did Luke. I meant what I said when I said that I wanted you in the kids lives. I can't just not let you see them because of something silly that happen on my behalf. Thanks for coming over today. Happy birthday and I love you Luke."
       "You should thank my mom for me coming over. She gave me a big talking to because you called her. She said that I should spend as much time with you in between the studio and the time that I have off from producing music so that you can still feel loved. I guess she was right when she said that. From now on I'll try my best to spend time with you when I have the time off." Luke said exhaling. "And thanks for the birthday wish."
"All I care about is that you're in the kids lives as their dad. I'll think about what's gonna happen since you're probably gonna be getting busy with the band very soon."
"Yeah. We're planning on going to do a little arena venue tour at the end of this month until the first or second week of October. Calum's trying to push it back so that he can be there for the birth of his child."
Luke and I talked for a while. I let him feel the twins kick, his eyes never changed as he concentrated on the kicks of his children. The more I thought about it, the more I wanted to be back with Luke. When he left to go back to Ashton's place I couldn't contain my excitement. The way Luke was so gentle with touching the bump made the butterfly's in my stomach go crazy. I made myself some dinner before going to bed.

*two days later*

Its been a couple of days since Like came over and I couldn't stop thinking about taking him back. But I needed advice so I called up Calum. He picked up on the second ring.
"Hey Y/N. How did talking it out with Luke go?"
"It went amazing and it's also why I'm calling you right now. I need your opinion on something."
"Ok what is it?"
"I wanna get back together with Luke but I don't know how to do it."
"Oh... uh. That's totally not what I was expecting." Calum mumbled something. "I would say just ask him. He's right here at my house with the rest of the guys if you want me to put him on the phone I can."
"No but can you ask him to come over after?"
"Yeah sure. Good luck. He's gonna be thrilled, he's been talking about how excited he is to be a dad for the longest time."
I smiled. "Ok Cal, I should go now. I need to take a shower."
Calum said goodbye. I jumped in the shower as the twins kicked. My bump was getting bigger everyday and I was getting stretch marks. I rubbed my hands over the skin, I just couldn't wait for Luke to get here. After my shower I went downstairs and got some cereal from out of the cupboard. I went into the fridge only to find out that there wasn't any milk. I groaned as the orange juice caught my attention. I took the carton and poured the orange liquid into the bowl. Then I put the juice away and grabbed a spoon to start eating. Something wasn't right, so I went into the fridge and found the tauter sauce. I took the container and put about two spoonfuls of tauter sauce into the cereal. I stirred it around and groaned at the taste. The doorbell rang as I was forced to stop eating and out the bowl down to answer the door. I walked over to the front door and opened it. Luke was standing there.
"Hey uhhh. Cal told me to come here after we were done writing."
"Yeah. I wanted to see you again and ask you something."
Luke walked in and we both went into the kitchen. I grabbed my bowl of cereal and ate it. Luke gave me a gross look as I finished off the meal, putting the cutlery in the sink.
"What you're kids wanted it." I laughed, making Luke smile.
"So what did you need to ask me about?" He asked.
"Oh well..." I trailed off getting some water. "It's been on my mind for quite sometime and.... I'm wondering if you would give us another shot."
Luke stared at me blankly.
"I'm sorry I shouldn't have even thought of it." I looked away and drank some water.
"Nonono. I wasn't disagreeing. I'm just confused. What do you mean by us."
"I mean that I want to try again as a couple. I want to get back together with you Luke. I miss having you around. It gets lonely a lot of the time and your kids miss you too."
"I'd love to start again."
Luke took his hands and put them on each side of my face. He leaned close to my face.
"Can I?" He asked.
I giggled and wrapped my arms around his neck to deepen the kiss. Luke's hands went from my face down to my bump and my back to support me. When he pulled back, Luke hugged me from the side, while his hand remained on my bump. We stayed in each other's arms for awhile.
"Does this mean I have to move out of Ashton's?" Luke joked.
"Unfortunately yes. Such a shame, the two of you were getting so close." I said sarcastically.
"Well darn." He laughed.
"You're gonna be a great dad Luke. I love you for that."
"F*ck your me gonna be an amazing mom. I love you too doodlebug. I can't wait for these two to arrive." He kissed my forehead as we both swayed side to side.