draco malfoy imagines

you're somebody else (request)

requested by @finchthebird

Summary: Draco notices his girlfriend becoming someone else.

Warnings: depression, self-doubt, angst, fluff, some triggering topics, & more soft boi Draco bc were all touch deprived😗✌️

House: Slytherin
Year: 7

A/N: ty for requesting, hope u like it! this hits diff cuz I've been depressed for over a year but it's g we goin to a therapist now😌 also I have a smut coming up get excited yall😈

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Here you were, once again; laying in bed at 12 a.m., trying to force yourself out of bed to take a shower. You've been laying there for four hours, your mind the telling you to just get out of bed and take a shower like it was the easiest thing in the world.

Perhaps it would be easy if your mind wasn't in such a bad place.

Yet your conscience was still yelling at you.

Come on. Just get the fuck out of bed. Take a fucking shower. It'll feel nice once you're in the shower. Stop being so lazy.

You couldn't bring yourself to do it. You just couldn't get out of bed.

Your dorm mates were asleep, which might also be a contributing factor to the situation. If they were awake, perhaps you could have gotten them to physically force you out of bed. It would have worked.

But they were asleep.

And you were alone.

You cried. It was sudden, and you didn't know exactly when the first tear slipped out of your eye, but you had just started crying.

It seemed as though that was all you did these days.

Please. Just move your legs. Get. Out. Of. Bed. It's not that hard.

You cried harder, but without volume. You were silently sobbing, your shoulders shaking as you tried not to let any sound slip out of your mouth. Your cheeks were soaked with your tears as your hand covered your mouth to try to suppress the sobs.

Why were you crying about having to get out of bed?

Pathetic.

After about a half hour of crying and self-loathing, you finally managed to get yourself out of bed.

You cried as you trudged to the bathroom.

You cried as you undressed.

You cried as you waited for the shower water to warm up, looking at yourself in the mirror with hatred.

And you cried- no, sobbed in the shower, praying to Merlin that you wouldn't wake your dorm mates.

It was a never-ending cycle. You just wanted it to fucking stop.

What happened to you?

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After a short, restless sleep, you woke up the next morning to your dorm mates, Pansy and Daphne, shaking you awake.