closed minded; blake gray

21; loyalty

2 days later

When I woke up on this lovely Monday morning, the unexpected happened, I got my period. I already knew it was going to be a rough day.

My day suddenly got even worse when I checked the date, July 23rd. A very crucial date if you're a One Direction fan.

I sighed and instantly checked all of my social media platforms, almost crying. The 4 boys had posted about their 10 year anniversary and it made my eyes water.

Call me crazy, but I really missed One Direction. Yes, I was obsessed, but in a weird way, the sort of attachment I had towards them made me want to cry.

I didn't think it was possible to miss people I've never met.

A strange sort of feeling came to me as I dragged myself to the small keyboard I had brought to the hype house, and began playing a small melody.

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(IDK you yet by Alexander 23)

I turned on my camera and frowned, "Hi guys, today is a very sad day for me and other Directioners around the world."

I dramatically sighed, "I'm also on my period so I'm very emotional.... but here's a song that I wrote in honor of their 10 year anniversary.... so here you go."

"Alright that's enough of me being emotional... love you guys, bye."

I shut the camera off and instantly brought it over to my computer, hitting the upload button. It said it was about a 15 minutes wait.

30 minutes later, I found myself dramatically crying on the floor of my room, for a very, dramatic to most, reason.

Why did one Direction have to end? Niall, Louis, Liam, Harry, and Zaynwere and still are the cutest things ever, why did they have to end it? Ugh.

A knock on my door disrupted my thoughts and I sighed, "Who is it?"

"It's me," Blake's voice spoke from the other end of the door, "I got you a heating pad and some ice cream."

I sniffled, "Blake, I appreciate you so much, but I can't let you in," I said from the other side of the door.

I could just imagine the adorable frown on his face, "Why not?"

"Because I can't let you see me cry," I said honestly, which made Blake let out a sigh, "Why did I know that you were going to say something like that? Well, it's a good thing I brought a key."

The door handle started to open, and my first instinct was to run.

Instead of running to the bathroom, that he probably didn't have a key to, my dumb ass ran to my bed, and I threw the covers over myself.

I heard Blake's small chuckle, which made me smile, but then frown as I realized he was sitting on the bed next to me.

He tried to pull at the sheets, but I held on as tight as possible, "Blake no."

He sighed, "Bailey Alexandra Grant, move the sheet.  I promise that crying isn't going to make me like you less. Hell, I don't think anything in the world can make me like you any less."