Love Of A Lifetime ✔

Chapter 48: Perfect

Perfect

Maxinne's POV

I clicked saved before I closed the laptop. Nag susulat na ulit ako. I convinced Blake na gusto ko ulit gumawa ng story at ma-publish bilang isang libro. He said yes matapos nitong paalalahan akong huwag masyadong magpapagod.

Matapos namin malaman na buntis ako at ang kondisyon ko ay mas naging over protective ito. Nag stay siya dito sa New York at muling hinawakan pansamantala ng kanyang Daddy ang kumpanya. I can't blame him. We're running out of time. We don't even sure if I will survive after giving birth to the twins.

Dumadaan ang araw at lumilipas ang oras na alam ko sa sarili kong i can't survive. Mas dumadalas ang pananakit ng ulo ko, kung dati ay nakakayanan ko pang indahin pero ngayon ay hindi na. My vision started to get blurred. Madalas na din dumugo ang ilong ko. The Doctor says I need more rest.

Habang lumilipas ang araw na nanghihina ako ay nalulungkot ako pero napapalitan lahat pag nakikita kong lumalaking healthy ang babies sa loob ng tiyan ko. They are my treasures. The more na nakikita kong lumalaban ang mga baby ko ay lumalakas ako pero hindi maikakailang hindi na ganoon kalakas ang dating ko.

"Babe?" Napalingon ako sa pinto at nakitang nandoon si Blake. Nginitian ko ito. I always smile in front of him. Why? Because I don't want him to see me weak. I want him to see me fighting for my babies lives. I want him to atleast feel that we were both fighting. I want him to not worry about me.

"It's getting late, you should stop writing and take some rest." Paalala nito saka lumapit sa akin at inalalayan akong tumayo.

"I'm fine, stop worrying." Hinawakan ko ang pisngi nito. I stare at him for a moment. He looked tired at para itong kulang sa tulog. I know why, every night I can feel him watching me habang naka pikit ako at hinahayaang maka tulog. I can feel him caressing my cheeks, kissing my forehead and sometimes I can hear his silent sobbing.

It hurts. It hurts to know that I was dying and can't do anything to stop it.

Bumuntong hininga ito.

"Ikaw dapat ang nagpapahinga. You look tired and stressed." Hinawakan ko ang braso nito saka humilig sa balikat nito. I sighed as lean on him. I feel safe in his arms. I forget about everything and enjoy the loving presence of my love. With him, I feel so contented. Nakakalimutan ko lahat ng problemang pinagdadaanan namin.

"I'm not tired, I'm just handsome." Pabirong sabi nito saka ako inakbayan.

"I know at habang tumatagal mas lalo kang gumagwapo."

"Binobola mo ako."

"I'm not."

"Okay, fine. Sabe mo eh." Napakamot ito sa batok sa naka ngiting tumingin sa akin.

"Anong nginingiti ngiti mo diyan?" Sabi ko.

"I was wondering what would be the gender of our babies?" Tanong nito habang naka ngiti. "I want a girl and a boy."

Tinitigan ko ito. I can't help but to smile as I imagined him carrying our babies and playing with them.

"Me too." Sagot ko. I want a girl and a boy para balance. A boy that will inherit his Father's trait, a boy that will protect and took care of his twin sister. I also want a girl, I want to have a living barbie doll. At alam kong matutuwa si Mika at Shaira kung magkaka baby girl ako. "But whatever their gender is, we will love them unconditionally."

"Of course. What would be their names Babe? Mas maganda ng mag isip ng names nila ngayon pa lang." Malaki ang ngiti nito ng sabihin iyon. I can see the happiness in his eyes. "How about Brylle Maxi if it's a guy? And Bianca Maxwell for the girl?" Suhestiyon nito.