Flowers and Kookies | Jikook

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     Jimin was in his room late at night when his phone dinged.

'Who the hell texts someone at 1:00 am'

     He picks up his phones and looks at the text message.

Unknown: Hey Jimin, it's me Jungkook. Listen I'm really sorry about what I did, but I really like you and I just did it unintentionally.

He imagined the bunny boy saying that in his head.

     Jimin was thinking about a lot. He was thinking about his mother and what his father might think. Thinking about Jungkook. Thinking about that kiss. Most of all, he thought of his sexuality.

     He was scared, he really was. He had already been jumped once because the gang leader wanted to do stuff with him, but he didn't want to and tried to fight back, and the gang leader commanded the others to beat him up.

     He couldn't imagine how badly beaten he would be if someone found out he was gay.

     Yes, he finally realized that he couldn't hide it forever, and accepted his sexuality with open arms.

     Sure he was scared of the consequences but he didn't hate the idea of it. He's not homophobic like other people are.

     Ever since the gang incident his father made him learn taekwondo, and he's now a black belt, he was the class' best fighter and he learned to fight for himself.

Though, the trauma still held him back.

Me: Hey Jungkook

     He changed the unknown numbers name and waited for the brunettes reply.

Jungkook: You replied! I didn't think you actually would! How have you been holding up.

Me: Well, I've been thinking a lot. I accepted my sexuality, but I'm still a little scared about what my dad might think.

Jungkook: oh thats great Hyung! Just take your time and don't push yourself! I'm sure your dad would be proud when you finally tell him!

Jimin stared at the text.

'Even Jungkook is trying to bring me up and I'm being a coward.'

Me: Thank you, you've really helped me a lot. I need to tell you something.

Jungkook: Ok Hyung. Tell me when your ready.

     Jimins hands were shaking, he was about to say this, but he needed to say so much. He started working on the paragraph that he would send to the bunny boy.

Me: Well, I kind of like you Jungkook. I need to say this and let you know. I know my feelings towards you can grow and I don't want to date you just yet. I want to when I know I want to stay with you forever. Unless, you don't like me and only kissed me back because you didn't want me to feel bad, since it's something you would do. I totally understand if that's the case, and I'm sorry for running out of the store like that and leaving you with the customers.

     Jimin pressed the send button and waited for Jungkook to reply.

Jungkook: I like you back Hyung! I totally agree as well. We have only known each other for about a week and by now our feelings can only grow right?

Me: Exactly! I'm so glad that we are on the right track! Also, sorry if I made you uncomfortable today durring work, I wasn't thinking.

Jungkook: Yes I agree, and don't be sorry! I actually liked it