𝑭𝒐𝒓𝒃𝒊𝒅𝒅𝒆𝒏 𝑳𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕𝒔

𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 14

Harry’s POV.

‘’I’ll do anything for her Damian. I need her. and you’re underestimating my love. I’ll die for her, every day, if this could help her out. I’ll rip my heart right now, if it could erase the pain in hers. I’ll do anything, just to make her know, I won’t give up or let her down. It’s her that I love, and she knows it’’ she probably listened the whole conversation and I curse under my breath before moving past her and going outside the house.

‘’Grace’’ I hear Damien call as I exit the front door and sit myself on the last step.

I take my head in my hands and breath out frustrated.

I’m doing this conversation with every single person, all over again, besides with the one I need to talk to. Yes, somehow she manages to hear it, but I can’t manage to have her listening clearly to me. she’s always either running away or hiding. I said it to Alex and as answer, he kissed her. I told this to Damien and he pissed off, this tells me he knows too. why can’t she just tell me and let me fix it. what the fuck.

‘’You shouldn’t have said those things to him’’ she whispers as her arms crossed around my neck and she presses her cheek to mine. her strawberry scent filling again my lungs.

‘’ I know’’ I look down at my hands and play with my sweatpants cleaning invincible dust.

‘’He just got on my nerves’’ then I think about it and turn my face to look into hers ‘’ to be honest, all this situation is pissing me off’’ she bites her bottom lip, she seems to be okay now. back to her old self.

‘’You don’t have to stay if you don’t want to.’’ she points out and I puff, she doesn’t get it.

‘’Don’t even joke about it because I’m tired of telling people my place is where you are.’ I snort and grab her hands with mine, kissing her palms.

‘’ I know. Believe me, I haven’t forgotten. I’m trying, but it doesn’t work’’ her straight hair is falling from the side of her head as she looks at me from my shoulder. She is so cute. how can I get mad at her? puff.

‘’That’s the point Grace! You shouldn’t…why don’t you just…tell me instead?’’ Grace’s body turns to stone and she tries to get away but I keep her steady. ‘’ No, Okay, Okay. I got it. you can’t. don’t leave. I’ll stop asking’’ she relaxes and rests her chin to my shoulder.

‘’ I can’t lose you too, Harry. you’re the only thing that is keeping me safe, you’re the only one, you will ever be my rock’’ she says and my heart melts but Damien words are heavy on it.

‘’Is he right? if Damien is right, I’ve already lost you’’ I sound a bit desperate but that’s how I feel. Cold inside, even if she’s right next to me, it’s like she’s not there for real.

She doesn’t say anything and I close my eyes, feeling defeated. My love is going to waist and I can’t do crap to save it. Grace takes my hand and brings it right under her pullover, to the centre of her chest.