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Harry's POV.
''Friends? I mean.... did you hear yourself? Me and you... fucking friends? Never happening'' I stand up from bed and Grace rubs her face trying to control herself.
''Harry, it was just an idea, it's not that I'm forcing you to be friend with me. believe me, I've been thinking about it for a very long time, it's not something that came out of the blue. It's just... a solution...'' my hands are shaking but I need to stay calm, so I focus on her voice and try to chill out.
''A solution? Really? A solution to the fact that I want to fuck you even if you're my sister? That I love you so much that I can't even try to think about the fact that you're my relative, let alone being friends. Go tell that uptight ass of Nathan-something, to be friend with you. I think that, will make me really happy. At least he will keep his hands down'' Grace kicks the cover away and moves right in front of me, her blue eyes shining into mine.
''That uptight ass Harry, stayed with me when I needed you to be with me.'' that hurt. I cringe and backwards, she can't say those things to me. it's too much to handle. I mean, fuck, I wanted to be there but she said she needed me to be strong for both of us. I wanted, I almost got inside. Almost. I was confused, I wanted to respect the promise.
''That's fucked up. You told me to stay away...remember?'' I stress trying to save a desperate situation. Why can't love be a simple thing? Like two people that cares and anything else. maybe because it wouldn't be the most beautiful thing that can't happen in life if it was such boring and ordinary feeling.
'' I wouldn't have called, if I didn't need you. You know that right? I ...'' my eyes move back to her and all the rage chills out. Say it Grace. save me. ''I still need you'' she forces herself to add and I smile wrapping my arms around her body.
''I know'' I whisper and she kisses my cheek. Reluctantly I sigh and pull away, her eyes are so confused as I speak ''For how long?''
''What?'' she questions and I roll my eyes, trying so hard not to puke as soon as the words leave my lips.
''How long do I need to play this part?'' Grace gaze falls to her feet and I just wish she doesn't say what's really in her mind. For once, I just want for her to lie, lie to my face. I don't care, I will not get mad, but this is Grace. she doesn't lie unless she thinks it's for the best.
'' Forever'' she bitterly fires back, a sad smile on her face as I get away from her embrace. She's not surprise that I jumped away like she is made of hot water. Her words are craving a hole inside my poor heart and the worse thing, is that I know she's right, I know what she said will be the best decision, I just don't want to admit it. '' it's... just a way to keep you with me, if you don't want to, it's okay. I will understand. I know I'm selfish Harry, but at least I will not give up on you.'' I can't face this conversation right now, I'm too upset, too confused. I need time. I need to let this sinks in. How long has been since I've discovered she's my sister? Two, three days? I'm not ready, like at all. So I guess it will be better for me to leave. But then again, when will I ever be ready to face something like this? In my mind this is just a dream I can't still see her as what she is in reality. In my head, she's Grace, nothing more still my everything.
