Dil kya kare

getting hurt

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Neil's pov

I woke up late unusually and my forehead creased finding me sleeping in balcony while a duvet was wrapped around my body. I didn't realise when I dozed off yesterday. I remembered me and dad talking about mom and shared our thoughts. I felt really good and lighthearted after that. This is what I was missing since childhood. Dad was also suffering just like me but I misunderstood him.

I stretched my hand to take my phone from the table. Its 10 in the morning and I was late for the first time in all these days. I hurriedly came to my room and went into the washroom grabbing my clothes. After half an hour I got ready for the day and went downstairs. Dad was there waiting for me. He waved his hand and told me to have breakfast first.

I settled down on the chair and he served me just like mom used to do. I couldn't help but smiled feeling good from within.

" I want to compensate for all the mistakes I have done in the past. Hope you will give me second chance to prove myself that I am really guilty of what I did and I want to see you happy just like before " he said making me overwhelmed by his words. I nodded smiling and we both started savouring the food. He had the same effect in making food, just like mom used to make.

I would never forget this day ever. I wanted to scream, dance and what not to Express my feelings, to let the world know that I finally found my lost self back. That I am finally happy feeling like I got everything. But still a part of my heart felt something missing. That feeling of loneliness is still there making me feel worse but I unable to understand what it was. I shrugged off my thoughts and got up to leave but seems my fate doesn't wanted me to live in peace. I saw her coming towards her. Who else? that dragon lady, my father's second wife. Before she could get a chance to ruin my mood I hurriedly left from there glancing at my father and he just blinked in assurance and smiled.

I reached the company and went to my cabin but frowned not finding avni there. Yesterday she had came early then why not today? I thought but sat on my chair Waiting for her. Don't know why I felt weird without her presence. I waited for some more time but my patience broke and I called mr.patel in my cabin.

He came within a minute and when I asked him about avni he said, she would not be able to come today due to some personal work. What? Why? How? I mean which personal work had came that she had not came today? I nodded looking at mr.patel and he went from there.

Why didn't she say me anything about it yesterday? At least she could have told me instead of mr.patel. wait why I am overreacting this much? Something really important must have been came otherwise she would have not taken a leave.

My eyes landed on her desk but this time she was not there making me feel something weird and not pleasing. Ugh focus neil concentrate on your work. I somehow got myself back to work and evening arrived.

Ali my childhood friend had called me few minutes back and was telling me to meet at the club. I also wanted to meet him since long so I was heading there at the club.

I reached the place and went inside. I called him to know where he was. My eyes were roaming around glancing at the audience and I finally found him near the bar counter. We hugged each other tightly and pulled away smiling. Today is indeed a good day for me. He gave me a drink and I took it.

" so how have you been? No calls no message. Seems you are busy now a days " he said. I know he must have been planning to kill me for not attending his calls before. At that time I was not in a state of mind so I simply ignored him. Looking at his face he seemed furious.

" you knew na I was not in a right state of mind to think rationally " I said to him feeling worse for doing that to him. But being my best friend he understood me and nodded. He started cracking jokes and I laughed as usual feeling good in his company.

I told him about avni and he looked shocked knowing that she is my PA now. I even told him that she was about to reject the job but I made her accept in my way. He was laughing hearing that and I laughed imagining her face that time. Suddenly I started missing her, I didn't get to see her today. And as my mind was busy making me think about her my eyes got widened seeing her. I saw her there in front of me at the same place I was.

Yes it was avni. I confirmed that glancing at her carefully. What she is doing here? That too in club? With whom she has came? I was still registering the fact and then got another shock. A man seemed good enough stood beside her and held her by waist.

My grip tightened over the wine glass unknowingly feeling something in my heart. I didn't know she has someone special in her life. That man was sticking close to her not leaving any space and she was also not minding it. Is she committed already? Then why she didn't share it with me? I was still comprehending everything and that man kissed her cheek squeezing her petite figure more into him.

And that's it. The glass that I was holding broke off in my hand due to my firm holding. My hand started bleeding but I didn't feel any pain. I was getting angrier and restless unknowingly. Why she was so close to that man? She was still unknown to my presence and I stormed outside not wanting to be there anymore. Ali also came behind me and we drove off from there but the image of her with him still playing repeatedly in my mind. I closed my eyes stroking my forehead. I looked at my injured hand feeling wetness of my blood and fisted that hand tightly trying to keep myself restrained but it didn't help me at all. Why am I feeling like this? So bad and hurt? Ali shouted at me seeing my blood dripping more due to my tight fist but I was still clueless about the fact that it was affecting me so damn much.

To be continued.

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