Until I Find My Worth

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He was spitting sharp knives into my heart
I was taking the blows until I broke apart
He was living a life that does not include me
I was making him the center of my own galaxy

He was treating me like a disgusting trash
I was valuing him like a golden sash
He was making it sure that we always fight
I was battling a war for his love with all my might

I was tired of making a fool out of myself
You were determined of letting me experience hell
I gave up my love for a selfish guy like you
You made sure to leave me broken then we're through

I mourned the part of me that died when I was with you
You continued your life happily, just the way you used to
I was mad and hurt, sad at how I started to question my worth
You were at your all time high, so happy you could even fly

I loved you too much that I lost myself with you in the dark
You've hurt me so bad, you left me full of nasty scars and marks
I blamed myself for so long, our memories haunt me even in my sleep
How could I let my poor heart drown in misery and fall in too deep?

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