Its Kind of a funny story - A One direction Fanfiction

Chapter 4

We only said goodbye with words

I died a hundred times

You go back to her

And I go back to,

I go back to us

I sighed listening to Amy Winehouse’s back to black feeling sorry for myself. It been one week since I broke thinks off with Matt and I was still residing at Harry’s flat. I was currently eating ice cream listening to my iPod all-alone, the boys were currently in Sweden recording for their next album and I had the flat to myself.

I love you much,

It’s not enough

You love blow and I love puff

And life is like a pipe

And I'm a tiny penny rolling up the walls inside

I heard the knock on the door but I didn’t bother getting it. I was too lazy. I heard shuffling outside and the door unlocked. The boys came bursting through laughing and fooling around. They stopped as soon as the saw me.

“What’s up bitches” 

I said, scrolling through my phone looking through twitter. I didn’t even have to look up to see that they were all looking at how horrible I looked. I even admitted it myself I haven showered in a week and I was too scared to go back to my own dorm because I didn’t want to face Addison. The boys all went their separate ways and I noticed that Harry wasn't there. I was too lazy to question it anyways.

“What do you plan on doing huh? Stay cooped up in Harry’s flat for the rest of you life?” Niall asked standing in front of me crossing his arm over his chest.                                                        

“I'm going to listen to every sad song I've ever downloaded, on repeat Niall what does it look like I’m doing” I said rolling my eyes as I continued to drown myself in music I was currently listening to Ed Sheeran.“You need to get out you know do something” he said trying to cheer me up, as I rolled my eyes. I looked at the time to see it was 11pm. 

“Oh would you look at that it’s past my bed time” I said attempting to go back to bed.

“Bridget” Niall whined stretching out my name so it sounded like he was saying ‘Bridgeettttt’.

“Matt used to say my name like that,” I said as I felt the waterworks coming. That’s all I’ve been doing this whole week comparing everything to Matt. And I couldn’t help myself. 

“No. no, no don’t cry” Niall said trying to comfort me and I shook my head. “I-I’m sorry I keep doing that I-”

“Its okay Bridge,” Niall said slowly trying not to say the wrong thing. He was cute when he was like that. 

“We just need to get you out of this funk” Niall said getting up “Come on”. He urged trying to get me to follow him.

“But its past my bedtime” I protested despretly trying to get out of his grasp.

“No its not, come on, lets go, you’re not staying, nope” he shook his head firmly.

“Fine” I groaned, "Let’s go" I huffed stopping towards the door.

"Niall raised his eyebrow looking at my outfit. “Your gonna go out like that?" he pointed at the sweats I was currently wearing.

"What. I'm too depressed to work a zipper get over it!"