Let, Go. Break Through.

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Camila sat awkwardly opposite her mother by the pool, her mother had called her outside for a 'talk'. Camila had her suspicions on what it was about but she wasnt a hundred percent sure, she thought it was maybe about her 'lesbianism' but she thought it best to just let her mother explain the reason for the talk.

"So, i-i-" Sinu started but couldn't bring herself to actually put a sentence together.  "Look, Mija. This lifestyle your choosing to live goes against my beliefs, but i am willing to try and accept and understand it because your my daughter" Camila was so glad the women carried on after the but, she was also glad her mother was finally willing to sit down at talk to her about this. "Like most things though, this is going to take time and i will get things wrong and make mistakes but i need you to be willing to look past them and teach me about all of... this" Camila was done judging and belittling people because of there wrongs, so Sinu really had to thank Lauren for Camila's openness to try and overlook her wrongs and be willing to teach her. 

"Okay, we can do that." Camila offered her mother a small smile before her mother took her in for a hug. Sinu never meant to make her daughter feel unaccepted and appreciated but she had always been brought up Catholic and had always been taught that homosexuality was a sin. The church has also taught Sinu that family is the most important thing and that it is important to 'Love thy neighbour as thy self', and after some words from Lauren Sinu had really began to see the true meaning of that statement.

"Well, tell me about You and Lauren" Sinu laughed nudging her daughters shoulder with her own. Camila never though she would be able to sit down with her mom and have a conversation about a girl she was dating, but here she was. There had always been a small hatred for her mother that had stemmed from her unwillingness to accept her sexuality but right now Camila had nothing but love and appreciation for her mothers attempt to learn more about it all. 

So after there long discussion and Sinu asking Camila all the questions she needed to know, there was a cleanness to the air between them. A cleanness that hadn't been present in years.


It seemed as though everything was panning out for everyone. Mani and Dinah had finally made there relationship official, Lauren and Camila were finally on agreed terms and it all just seemed so perfect. Ally had received her acceptance email to UCLA, which was her dream college, she was also over the moon to be closer to Normani when she started college in September.  

"Lauren, Lucy's here" Tobias, one of the doormen informed Lauren. Lauren hadn't spoke to Lucy since being arrested so when Lauren finally came face to face with the girl, she was more than outraged. Lauren covered the large hallway in three large strides towards the girl, as Lauren approached quickly Lucy stepped back until her back hit the front door. 

"WHAT THE FUCK. I WAS ARRESTED YOU KNOW, I WOKE UP IN DC IN SOME STRANGERS APARTMENT. I WAS SO HIGH ON GOD KNOW WHAT THAT I LOST A WEEKS WORTH OF MEMORIES AND IT TOOK ME ALMOST THREE DAYS TO COME DOWN, SO PLEASE ENLIGHTEN ME TO WHAT BULLSHIT EXCUSE YOU HAVE WHISKED UP THIS TIME" Lauren had never been so angry in her life as she pinned Lucy to the large white front door by her neck. Lucy had never been so scared in her life and she was also unable to respond because her airways were being blocked by the force Lauren was placing on them. Lauren just stood watching as she gripped ever so slightly tighter around Lucy's neck. Some of the staff had heard the commotion so had gone to see what was happening and that's what lead to Lauren being dragged off the girl by Tobias and David.

Once everything had calmed down, which entailed Camila having to isolate Lauren until she eventually ranted off everything she was feeling. Camila definitely like some aspects of this new Lauren, she liked how the girl was actually feeling and dealing with real emotions now but todays outburst was just another small bump she had to deal with with Lauren. Clara had warned her, so she couldn't even be mad about hearing from Tobias about how Lauren almost strangled Lucy to the point she was on the brink of consciousness.

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