Edited: October 25th, 2024
(WARNING. MENTIONS OF CHILD ABUSE)
🔞 - Masturbation
Spock sits across from me at his desk, reading the notes that I sent him on his padd while he was in the throws of Ponn Farr. His eyes darting across the page as he reads. "This is most fascinating." Spock looks up to me. "I have done some research of my own- into earths history regarding the matter. I have discovered that they have cured the defect that caused it over 200 years ago. They inject a drug into the mothers bloodstream while the baby is still inside the womb."
"Lucky bastards.. I've always wanted a cure. I hate being so socially awkward, it sucks." Resting my head on my arm looking at Spock as he marvels at the intricacies of my illness.
"You are most suitable just the way you are. I would not prefer to know you any other way." Blushing slightly I give him a smile looking down at my own padd. Did... Did a Vulcan just give me a compliment..? I must be hearing things.. "Now... If.. you would permit me, I wish to.. meld with you- If you would allow me that is." Spock practically stutters out his proposal, small tinge of green on his cheeks and the tip of his ears.
"I would be honored to, Spock. Want to do it on the bed? It's a lot easier for you to reach, not to mention more comfortable." My back wouldn't be able to take him leaning over this damn desk..
"That is.. Logical." Spock stands up from his seat walking over to the bed. Sitting down on the edge I walk over as well sitting beside him. Turning towards me he holds up his hands, raising an arched brow. I give him a nod if confirmation and he places his fingers on my psy points. Staring into my eyes he speaks
"My mind to your mind, my thoughts to your thoughts..." I feel him reach inside my brain connecting the bridge. My breath catches as it feels as though I'm pulled along with him into my inner psyche.
- Inside Alex's Mind Palace -
My eyes flutter open as I take a look around. Gasping in awe at what I see.. It looks as though I'm standing inside a tree, the ground is even made of a soft grass. A familiar scent is carried through the wind. Lavender? And.. Lilac? My two favorite scents fill the area. Looking around at the walls I see various.. what appears to be filing cabinets made of living tree. Spock looks around curiously having never seen a mind quite like mine. Walking over to the nearest cabinet I pull it out reading the small card-
'Spirk Porn Stash' Inwardly screaming I slam the cabinet shut blushing slightly. Standing in front of it to obscure his view I smile to him. "A-Alright then what do you want to see?" Gesturing to the other cabinets, a small console breaks through the ground in front of us both. A small lamp made of a flower has three fireflies buzzing around happily.
"Your first memory perhaps?" Spock holds a hand to his chin turning to me.
"I'm.. afraid you wouldn't want to see that... It was traumatic for me.. I've blocked out most of my childhood memories because my father abused me... How about the closest I can get? Or like one of my most 'autistic' moments?" Swiping across the screen browsing through all of the options, I tap a file. A large screen is lowered down via vines. Hanging above us it turns on, coming to life with the scene of a school.
Small hands drag a stuffed rabbit across the playground with a string around it's neck. Smiling I watch as my smaller self plays with my toy beanie baby Hoppsin. Spock looks over to me then back at the screen. "Watch closely Spock... I was a mean kid when people touched my things." Crossing my arms I continue to watch with a smile.
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