"I'm sorry.. I'm sorry baby"
Imbis na sa bahay ay sa condo niya ako dinala. Hindi ako umiimik at natuyuan na ng luha ang pisnge ko.
Paulit ulit sa tenga ko ang mga narinig ko kanina.
"Y-you're expected to marry that girl"
Hindi iyon tanong.
"No! No.. hindi ako pakakasal sakanya. Ikaw ang girlfriend ko" frustrated niyang sinabi.
"I heard it Kenzo. Tell me anong meron sainyo ni Lucille?"
Napahilamos siya sa mukha niya bago nag angat ng tingin saakin.
"Yes! We were bound t-to marry each other but that was before wh-when we're still together"
Parang punyal na tumusok sa puso ko ang bawat letrang sinasabi niya. I inhaled large amount of air.
"That's why your mother don't like me for you"
"Look! Sweetheart it's not like that. I cut my connection with Lucille a long time ago. And about mama, i will talk to her I'm sorry"
Then i recalled the image of Lucille. Unlike me, she is prim and proper, she has well taste in fashion, highly maintenance, confident woman. She has almond seductive eyes. Ang isang lamang ko lang ay mas matangkad ako sakanya. But who am i kidding? She is way better than me in all things!
Mapait akong ngumiti kay Kenzo, gulong gulo na ang buhok niya at hindi ako mahawakan.
"C-can i touch you now?" I nodded.
Tumayo siya at mabilis akong niyakap.
"Sorry.. I'm so sorry baby" masuyo niya akong inalo.
Pero ang sakit sa puso ko ay hindi man lang naibsan. Niyakap ko rin siya ng mahigpit.
"I'm fine. I-im just jealous" i bit my lower lip when i felt the hot liquid around my eyes.
"Don't be jealous. I love you. Ikaw lang Hindi ko siya pakakasalan please baby don't think too much"
"I love you"
Hindi niya ako pinauwi dahil sa namamagang mata ko.
"I'm sorry again" he said huskily while we're on a bed.
"Stop saying sorry. I'm no longer jealous" i lied.
Selos na selos na ako!
"Naging kami noong highschool pero nang umalis siya ay naging malabo narin at nag hiwalay kami. My mom and her mom are bestfriends that's why they agreed to the marriage thing. I admit, gusto ko rin iyon noon"
Hindi na halos ako huminga.
"But not now that i have you. Hindi ko alam na darating siya, galing siyang states"
Mainit na bisig ang yumakap saakin. Nakatago lang ang mukha ko sa dibdib niya.
"I'm fine Kenzo. Let's sleep"
"Mahal kita"
Nag init ang sulok ng mata ko at ang haplos sa puso ko ay nag dadala ng sakit sa kabila ng saya na dala ng mga salitang iyon.
"Mahal din kita"
Ilan pang mga eksenang ganoon ang nangyari.
"This is nice car! Shall we test it?" I showed kenzo my first car. It's a graduation gift from my dad.
And since i don't know how to drive, he drive it for me.
"I will study driving one of these days what do you think?" Ngumuso siya
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OPTIONS AND CHOICES (COMPLETED)
RomanceIn life full of Options and Choices someone's going to make you as an option or if you're lucky enough, You'll be a choice. Ylona Paulsen Victorino is a sweet innocent girl who choose the love and the love of her life at all cost. But despite of her...
