I don't really know when this all started. It may have been the day we met, or one of the times after. We became friends.......well more than that. He is my first everything. Our relationship is hard. We both have things we'd rather not mention. We're built on half-truths and secrecy. He's only doing it to protect me. Even if he does it a lot. I never want to leave his side. I've come to need him. I can't go a day without him.