All time Low and Five Minutes to Midnight are planning a joint world tour that is to be kicked off in May. Only problem is they don't have a supporting act and the tour starts in a month. Their saving grace comes in the form of Australian/American pop-punk band by the name of American Love Affair, but when ATL and 5 MTM meet American Love Affair, it becomes apparent that the two lead singers from 5 MTM and ALA can't stand each other. American Love Affair is just coming into the music scene, so why do they seem to hate each other when they've never even met? Is a tour with your favorite bands really all it's cracked up to be when both of them are keeping secrets? And will the truth about one of their members, the one that two of the bands have been working so hard to keep, finally come to light? Ashton knows Michael needs help, he knows he should tell someone about his best friend slowly killing himself. but he doesn't want to see the desperate look on his face, the same one he had the last time they told him he was done. ~~~~~~ Warnings: Depression, eating disorder, anorexia, self harm, suicide attempts, mentions of rape. (credit to the original owners of all the songs used in this book.)