This really isn't meant to be a fun fictional story in the sense that I'm sure you'd rather read, but some of it is fictional as to keep the truth hidden. Why? Well, simply because almost the entirety of this story is going to contain some very personal and sensitive information both about my recent past and my current situation and desires. This story honestly isn't being written for anyone but myself. If you don't enjoy it, that's fine. I'm not looking for any constructive criticism of my writing either so please keep that in mind. *If you do enjoy it, feel free to let me know as I may write a second story along the same lines, but it will be of the same type as this (personal and sensitive) but discussing a different event in my life.