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running on empty

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Reads 30,518
Votes 1,096
Parts 18
Time 3h 30m

annus crankgameplays crankiplier depression eatingdisorder ed ethan ethannestor mark markfischbach markiplier mementomori unus unusannus

Ethan glared at the package of chips halfheartedly, desperately trying to keep his hands from reaching out and tearing the bag open as though his life depended on not eating the cheesy snack. He wanted them (god did he want them), but he knew he couldn't live with the repercussions. It was mildly concerning, a small part of him thought, considering he had never thought about the "repercussions " of food before.

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Ethan's attitude towards his body lately has been pretty worrisome, so I decided to write a fic where that was taken to the extreme.All Rights Reserved

annus crankgameplays crankiplier depression eatingdisorder ed ethan ethannestor mark markfischbach markiplier mementomori unus unusannus

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Drowning | Anorexic Todoroki x Bakugou by BlitzyWolf

Todoroki is sick of fighting his eating disorder. He's sick of trying when he ends up back at the start every time. He's sick of it all. But what happens when his reason to keep fighting isn't enough anymore? [Completed on 07/10/21.] 。。。| Note: - **Spanish version of this fic is available on @n4turalle's profile!** - This fic is not intended to promote or encourage its sensitive topics/themes. - This fic is not the faint of heart or those easily triggered by sensitive themes. Read at your own discretion. Disclaimer: - I do not own BNHA/MHA. All credit for the series and its characters used goes to Horikoshi Kohei.

Consume Me Whole by psychosi_

When Montgomery de la Cruz's father dies, he and his sister Estela are forced into the custody of their estranged mother. Now trapped between grief, anger, and self-loathing, Monty begins therapy for his explosive temper, struggling to make sense of his identity. Winston is by his side, determined to help Monty confront the terrifying truth of his queerness. But love, like hunger, gnaws at both of them - slowly, insidiously - until there is nothing left to give but themselves. Trigger Warnings: • Themes of abuse (emotional and physical) • Discussion of addiction (alcoholism) • Anger management issues and violence • Intermittent Explosive Disorder (IED) • References to self-harm • Complex relationships with family and parental figures • Exploration of grief and loss • Cannibalism as a metaphor (graphic imagery related to love and hunger) ----------------------------- this is sort of a self-indulgent splurge fic that i've been ranting to my girlfriend about, which is all about navigating the messy complexities of love, anger, and metaphors of cannibalism-because who doesn't want to explore love as a feast, am i right? also, is the 13rw fandom even alive anymore? if you're still hanging around, welcome back! i hope you enjoy this journey of healing and heartache as much as i enjoyed writing it. this is meant to be a fix-it fic and it does include two original characters, as well as some ooc moments that i tried my best to align with canon. please heed the trigger warnings as they're mentioned very frequently throughout this fic!

Demons Can't Love by xitslittyyx

*NO SMUT!!! ONLY FLUFFY FLUFF!!❤️❤️ respect what Mark and Sean deem reasonable* The color red made Anti feel warm, too bad red rarely comes. Unless... Septiplier/antiplier/antiseptiplier fanfic. Also: ||Warning mention that there will be mention of blood and gore in this story, if you are easily triggered by that, don't read!! It's not bad, but I don't want people being like "omg ew gross why would u write that"||

Moon - CrankGameplays by Dark_Puppet832

[THIS IS NOT A X READER STORY NOR A LOVE STORY] Ethan has always been fascinated by the Moon: glowing up there, in the night sky, surrounded by stars, generously offering its glow to light his room. His cold, small room, where he spent hours and hours thinking about his condition. Looking at the Moon made everything much easier: washing away his fears became almost a joke, arguing with his mind and his self-esteem seemed like a game. Everything under the moonlight became easier to bear: his problems, his inner demons, his life. If he looked at the Moon, he felt nothing but a sensation of peace. "I'm so fucked up, man" "Aren't we all fucked up? You're the one that shows it"

♡︎My problem now♡︎ (Crankiplier) by posionious_melon

(Crankiplier) ⚠️ Warning ⚠️ I do not want this to actually happen, it's just a little fun. I love Ethan and Marks friendship and I don't want to ruin anyone's relationship. It's just kinda cute, again I don't want to ruin anything. I'm not religious so if I offend you in anyway I'm so sorry. A demon somehow gets his way into heaven, and can't get back, so it's Marks job to either send him back or make good enough to stay in heaven and earn his halo.

Being with you (A reader insert fanfic) by drkiplier

When a late college student is about to graduate slowly gains a feeling toward his Calculus professor, Mr Fischbach, when she takes his class around her last years, although she is also getting closer to her ex. How worse could this go? (Will update once a week) (Also available on AO3!) Proofread by: @mvnflwvr , @iamtheagnusdei1

Learning Purpose [Unus Annus Fanfiction] by GSQuareDNetwork

Mark Fischbach meets Ethan Nestor when he dies in a sudden car crash, only to wake up in a dark void. A year before this, he was told that he had a year left to live by someone who had also previously died and gone into a similar void. Mark is tasked with guiding Ethan, the only person from the outside world that can see and communicate with him, into accepting that he only has a year left to live. Ethan Nestor, a 17 year old kid who struggles with depression and anxiety along with ADHD, lives a dull life absent of any purpose or motivation. He's convinced himself his life is one without meaning, and that he was born just to be buried. So one day, when he decides to end it all, he is frankly surprised by the sudden apparition of his dead idol, Mark Fischbach, who tells him he has a whole year left to live. Ethan must work with himself to find a meaning to life, and on the way he teaches Mark a thing or two about living as well. Both people are forced to find the perfect balance of life before it's too late, and then pass it on to the rest of the world. TW: Suicide, Bullying, Death, Depression. If any or all of these affect you on a personal level, please refrain from reading. Cover Pic Credit: https://www.reddit.com/r/UnusAnnus/comments/gcfma9/unus_annus_fan_art_im_super_proud_how_this_came/

Wake Up. Markiplier/CrankGameplays AU by AllTimePhan73

Ethan is haunted by nightmares. Every night Blank comes for him, torturing him until the moment he wakes up. So he's living off minimal sleep and way too many cups of coffee. It isn't healthy and he knew that. But what else could he do? Mark thinks he helps when he sleeps with him but, in reality, that means Dark can join in with the torturing. It isn't fun. Ethan can't take it anymore. But Blank isn't bad. At least, he doesn't want to be. Will the torturing ever end? Or will it carry on until the day Dark kills Ethan? TW: kind of a manipulative relationship, violence and a whole damn lot of threats, a little bit of anxiety, attempted suicide and some minor self harm.

Crank'n Love - What Comes Next | CrankGameplays FanFiction by echoinyourheart

[SEQUEL/BOOK 2] After what had happened at the funeral, it changed your life forever. You had forgotten what made you the person you are today. Things get rough and others become great. You go through more traumatic experiences that almost feel like it's the end. What comes next? What is waiting for you? What new adventures will you go on? Warnings -Explicit Language -Talk about Death -Suicidal Thoughts -Medical Injuries -Violence

Dreams by xitslittyyx

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Drowning | Anorexic Todoroki x Bakugou

Todoroki is sick of fighting his eating disorder. He's sick of trying when he ends up back at the start every time. He's sick of it all. But what happens when his reason to keep fighting isn't enough anymore? [Completed on 07/10/21.] 。。。| Note: - Spanish version of this fic is available on @n4turalle's profile! - This fic is not intended to promote or encourage its sensitive topics/themes. - This fic is not the faint of heart or those easily triggered by sensitive themes. Read at your own discretion. Disclaimer: - I do not own BNHA/MHA. All credit for the series and its characters used goes to Horikoshi Kohei.