i'm not broken - billie eilish

i didn't want her to think i'm just a failed piece of machinery that needs to be fixed, i'm not broken. i was never broken to begin with.

but why is it so damn hard to not let her in.

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everyone in my life has already given up, convinced i'm too far gone to be worth saving. all i hear is "your disorder has consumed you" and "i don't even recognize you anymore." but quite frankly, i don't even care. all i've wanted the past year of my life is for everybody to leave me alone and let me wither away.

but a random girl tries to change everything. and i'm honestly starting to think i might let her.