felix has trauma and is depressed he has anxiety and a eating disorder he is scared of going back to australia his dad s3xually assaulted him and his mother took her life he lived alone in a tiny apartment in korea it was like any korean dorm you would find on pinterest felix was drowning but didn't show it he was friends he would be clingy and always smiley but inside he wanted to die... hyunjin wasn't clingy he wouldn't even hug his friends he was quiet and cold never sweet or soft every girl wanted him *more explanation in the story intro*