felix.....can you hear me..... i'm here and i'm going to ruin your life....you can't escape...never....never....never....never...never
your going to suffer.....forever
"argh!" felix groaned holding his head crying
was it all liminal.....was it all a dream.....𝓱𝓮𝓵𝓹
chan called his phone.....felix ignored....he called again and felix heard a voice
don't pick up...
he doesn't care ...
he's probably with his shit ass boyfriend changbin.....
don't pick up
don't pick up
don't pick up
don't pick up
"no,no,no" felix groaned and felt claustrophobic and tightened
felix picks up...
"h-hey chan!" felix said trying to sound okay
"hey baby" chan said a bit worried
"are you....ok" chan asked
"yup all god channie"he said wobbly
"ok just checking in on you i'm with hyunjin and changbin right now" chan said
"ok bye" felix said until....hyunjin picked up the phone from chan
"heyyy....felix" hyunjin said
felix gasped remembering the past events
"o-o-oh hi hyunjin" felix stuttered
"you felling alright?" hyunjin said
"yup ok gotta go!" felix hung up and the voices got louder ...
he hates you...
your a burden...
get out
get out
get out
now...
your useless
nobody likes you
nobody cares about you
nobody wants you
no no no no no no no no no no no 𝓱𝓮𝓵𝓹!!!!!!!!!!
felix stood up and grabbed a blade he dragged into around his arms and hissed at the pain he dragged it deep into his arm
yes......finally......their gone...... but i'm not done.....i'm not finished yet......with my little....session isn't that right.........FELIX
felix stood up washed his arm and wrapped his arms around with gauze... he lost emotion he couldn't make a tear roll down his cheek and he just dropped to the ground and curled up....
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(A/N) hiiiii i'm back i'm sorry for disappearing 😼😼😼💫 but i have a one week vacation from school so i'll be making a lot of chapters and stuff like that check my you tube channel for updates link in announcements i'll make more chapters today as well 🤠😼⭐️ so ya! i love ya!
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"am i gone yet..."|| hyunlix angst
Romancefelix has trauma and is depressed he has anxiety and a eating disorder he is scared of going back to australia his dad s3xually assaulted him and his mother took her life he lived alone in a tiny apartment in korea it was like any korean dorm you wo...
