NO POV:
hyunjin drove felix home , hyunjin lived in a big house with chan,changbin,minho,jisung,jeongin and seungmin. once they entered the house the friend group smiled and chan spoke
"hey baby" chan hugged felix
felix looks so drained and tired
"hey channie" felix said with a groggy voice and a little smile.
"you ok?" chan asked and smiled at felix
"mhm,all good" LIE.felix was lying he was just about to take his life
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felix sat on the couch next to everyone being lovey dovey while he was just sitting there watching hyunjin's girlfriend came over and he was kissing and hugging her while felix was watching he stood up and excused himself the bathroom and sat on the floor curled up breathing heavily and shaking
𝓹𝓪𝓷𝓲𝓬 𝓪𝓽𝓽𝓪𝓬𝓴
felix's hand shook and he started crying and shaking chan came in and felt bad
"oh ....no baby...." chan held felix's hands as everyone watched hyunjin's girlfriend left everyone didn't know what was happening they were confused jisung had a small idea on how to help.... jisung got some water for felix and gave in to him little by little and he soon calmed down "hyunjin take felix to your room for rest"
chan muttered felix looked adorable but also so drained "ok"
hyunjin muttered before carrying felix upstairs and laying felix down to sleep felix fell asleep and hyunjin went downstairs and sat on the couch waiting for chan to explain
"ok you guys saw what just happened right?..." chan asked in a low voice
everyone nodded
"felix was having a panic attack and i wanted to explain it..." chan stated holding changbin's hand
"basically it is happens when he is uncomfortable or feeling awkward in a place he gets overstimulated and has a panic attack" chan explained fidgeting with his fingers
"so basically he was feeling uncomfortable here?" seungmin asked a bit sad
"probably he has been struggling a bit" chan stated
"basically he could have a bad trauma response from it so stay calm with him ,call him nicknames make sure he is comfortable like cuddle with give him little kisses just be sweet okay guys" chan stated looking around him hyunjin looked disgusted and he spoke up
"i'm not gay like you guys i'm not cuddling with a grown man" hyunjin raised his voice
"excuse me" changbin stated looking at hyunjin
"i said i'm not one of you little rainbows" hyunjin yelled out to changbin
"i swear hyunjin if you say something like that again i'll beat you so bad that you won't be able to sit the fuck down!!" changbin yelled at hyunjin
"try me changbin, all of you guys are fags! you can't fight for shit! or what your gonna call your fag boyfriend bang chan what is he going to do huh!" hyunjin yelled making felix uncomfortable upstairs reminding him of his dad
"keep my boyfriends name out your mouth!" changbin slaps hyunjin making him yelp the younger's were teary eyed and hugging each other while the older boys were furious. hyunjin left and felix came downstairs....
"what happened?" felix questioned
"everything is alright lixxie baby it's all good" chan hugged the baby like boy
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felix went to hyunjin's room seeing him angry...
"hey hyunjinnie..."
"oh hey lix..."
"are you okay you look....a bit stressed"
"it's ok...just doing some work"
"okkk i'll go now"
"bye lix"
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A/N: ima try to make more chappssss 😋😋😋😋😔🫶🫶
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"am i gone yet..."|| hyunlix angst
Romancefelix has trauma and is depressed he has anxiety and a eating disorder he is scared of going back to australia his dad s3xually assaulted him and his mother took her life he lived alone in a tiny apartment in korea it was like any korean dorm you wo...
