//felix POV://
i woke up cuddle up with hyunjin i smile softly and cuddle into his arms hyunjin woke up and smiled at me he kissed my head making me cheeks flush
"hey lix" he said in a honey dew voice
"hey hyunjinnie" i said softly
"how you feeling baby i know you were feeling a bit stressed" hyunjin asked softly
"i'm feeling a little better now that your here" i smiled softly and looked up at him
hyunjin's cheeks flushed as he smiled softly..
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//hyunjin POV://
i look up at felix seeing his beautiful freckles and his smile his eyes were so cute ...what if i was gay no it couldn't be ... i'm straight...but was i gay for felix......maybe....
"sooooo how about some ice cream my little cutie?...." i said softly playing with his hair
"ok i'd love to!" he said happily hugging me tightly around my waist
"ok my love i'll be right back" i said softly removing myself from the bed and walking down the hall into the kitchen getting a tub of mint ice cream and a spoon for us to share i remembered chan's wise words
"be soft with him"
i smiled and went into the room and saw felix curled up in bed... i don't know why but he looked so.....sad did he have separation anxiety? or did something happen i shifted to his bed and rubbed his back and i spoke softly
"hey love..can you please talk to me" i said as soft as i could as i played with his hair softly
he sat up with puffy eyes and a disheveled expression i looked at him cooing and comforting him
"so love why don't you talk to me?..." i said softly pulling him up into my lap and pulling him close
"i-i-i i have s-separation anxiety i'm sorry" he said nuzzling into my neck i smiled softly and kissed his forehead
"hey it's okay don't worry ..it's completely normal you've been so stressed.." i said ruffling his hair where was my behavior coming from was i...in love no,no it was just comforting him....
(A/N:biaaaa 😚😚😚)
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