//felix POV://
i woke up early i squirmed in my bed groaning my arms stinging
"oh fuck..." i stood up and brought out my binder and started singing my college applications i got a call from hyunjin ugh..right now i had a bunch of homework and things and then i had to take my mental health medication or i would slip off i picked up my phone and answered
"hey hyunjinnie..." i said drained and tired
"he felix...how are you?" hyunjin asked a bit worried
"eh-i'm really anxious i don't know if i'll have a panic attack or not..." i voiced groggy and a bit wobbly
"hey,hey,how about i come over to your apartment you shouldn't be stressing" hyunjin asked with a honey dew like voice
"ok.." i said calmly
{time skip}
hyunjin came in and smiled at me i smiled weakly....
//hyunjin POV://
i looked at felix's room it was kind of clean...he had mental health books and many medications he had so many sharpeners and he had many earbuds and his math books that papers were tear soaked..i felt bad..i remembered what changbin and chan told me i really wanted to comfort felix so i got into his bed and cuddled him i made sure he was comfortable with it....he looked so peaceful and happy and i.....felt my heart flutter i loved seeing him like this.. i loved it so much i resisted kissing his forehead and making him feel like he was so loved
"get some rest baby.." i whispered as he drifted off into a deep sleep he looked so ....majestic and cute
"cutie" i whispered we both fell asleep together all snuggly.....
(A/N:short chap ik 😭😭)
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"am i gone yet..."|| hyunlix angst
Romancefelix has trauma and is depressed he has anxiety and a eating disorder he is scared of going back to australia his dad s3xually assaulted him and his mother took her life he lived alone in a tiny apartment in korea it was like any korean dorm you wo...
