//felix POV://
(hannah bhang simp 😻🤘)
my treatment was going awesome and i guess my trauma was still bad but i was feeling so tired and exhausted i was always having panic attacks and break outs... when treatments were done and i was fixed i got out the mental hospital but soon i found out...i was dying my lungs were failing and i had a small amount of time....(ur js gonna have to find out soon😋)
when i was home it was getting worse and obvious and hyunjin was catching on to me but i didn't want him to know
i was pale and breathing was hard i coughed a lot was i going to make it to college.
"baby...is everything okay" hyunjin ask rubbing my back
"y-yea just a little sick" i said raspy trying to speak
"baby...please talk to me.." he said kissing my head
i breathe heavy and just smile weakly
"i'm ok hyunie you know i would never lie to you..."
in fact i was lying tho i wasn't ok i was dying and he would have to learn how to live without me...
"my love if i...died would you move on" i asked him looking at him as i was hunched over with a tissue
"baby...your not going to die....r-right?" he asked me as i sit curled up next to him...
"my love...i'm sorry ...i don't think you're prepared but my lungs...they're failing" i said wobbly
"oh baby....please don't tell me...please i can't live without you" he cried out holding me close
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"am i gone yet..."|| hyunlix angst
Lãng mạnfelix has trauma and is depressed he has anxiety and a eating disorder he is scared of going back to australia his dad s3xually assaulted him and his mother took her life he lived alone in a tiny apartment in korea it was like any korean dorm you wo...
