//felix POV://
today i was walking through the rain it was calming and it helped me releas my anxiety and stress levels so i didn't get a episode i sigh and walked down to the abandoned beach i was so scared i had to return home soon i couldn't stay in korea any longer i just needed a break
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i was in australia finally i got home scared to see my dad i went in and my dad had fuiry eyes and so many alcohol bottles everywhere i tried to get away from him but he grabbed me and pinned me down to the wall and smirked
"l-let me go" i cried out pushing away
"no son i'm gonna serve you well" my dad said pushing my arm as they sting
he smashed his lips on mine i cried out the alcohol tasted horrible he removed my pants and underwear and started smacking my ass i fell to the ground passed out ....
when i woke up i limp and wear my pants i got out the door and started crying and running away to the airport i made sure i got to korea safely and i got home i plopped on my bed a sobbed self harm wasn't even going to help me i would just pass out for a little bit...
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Romansafelix has trauma and is depressed he has anxiety and a eating disorder he is scared of going back to australia his dad s3xually assaulted him and his mother took her life he lived alone in a tiny apartment in korea it was like any korean dorm you wo...
