-heavymetalthunder

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So I am gonna be reworking this account, like heavily proofread my imagines and maybe post new shit as well.

-heavymetalthunder

I am so sorry I have not been active on here, but I am not really mentally ok right now. Work is already very stressful for me, but school is 100x worse. Every single day I am verbally and emotionally abused by boys at my school, called “emo” and constantly ignored and/or walked all over by people. I don’t let my feelings show until late at night when I am home and cry myself to sleep because I am too scared to go back to school and because of fear that I will never find someone that really truly likes me for who I am. I just want to be accepted. I don’t want people to portray me as the bad guy anymore. If only they could see the inside rather than just the outside. I don’t know when I will be back on here. I just need time to work on myself before I can start getting back into the swing of things on here like writing and stuff. That is all. Goodbye.

-stargazer--

@-heavymetalthunder  Hello, I know thay we don't really know each other well but I saw this and I wanted to wish you good luck! It really must be terrible... There's no way you won't be able to find people who accept you: this world is vast and for everyone :) Even in school, there may be people like that but it's really hard to discover them when you have to deal with those boys... Aside from what those boys say, don't let yourself be ignored by everyone else please! It's up to you to make your presence visible to others and that's the first step to find people who will give you love and acceptance. I don't know how exactly is the situation like in your school though, so I apologize if I said anything wrong
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kayamustdie

I know people at school can be pretty bad, they’re doing the same with me. Ik everyone says this, but after school everything’ll get better. If you need more friends I got some of my really good friends off of an app called wink. It’s weird but I got really good friends off there.
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