iloveshortkings

wait would you guys fw a y/n x reader i honestly might be able to get behind that ngl thinking about it

i am BACK!! it's been a while and it's been wild. left college, got back to work and have been working since. last month i had to leave my job and it sucked and still does trying to find a new job buttt i bought a second car and its this ADORABLE little red miata. hes a 1993 and ive really cleaned him up since i got him in april. hes my little pride and joy! 
          
          Proud to accounce that since i have so much time on my hands i will be spending some time on my writing. the least i can do while i wait for job apps is put out a couple nsfw chapters of my book. i had a couple drafts but could never get ideas flowing, but i read a couple fanfics and im back in the game. expect some more news soon and some chapters!

thing got worse otherwise. i moved into college in september and it was incredibly hard. i don't know anyone and no one's friendly to the point where i'm fine approaching them to talk. in fact, no one i've tried talking to has reciprocated much so if i don't talk to them, i get no interaction. which is a depressing fact after eating alone for months now. i've learned to cope with it now, but before it made me cry every night. i'm trying to come out with a career change but i'm scared because this was expensive. also everyone is under the impression that i'm happy and doing well (the exact opposite of both is true). even my therapist. 
          
          stay safe out there!

if you're looking for a relationship i promise you it will be worth waiting for. i didn't attract people until i started focusing on myself. until i started putting myself first and stopped looking for love. let it find you and naturally you will attract the right person. that's how i feel anyways. when you focus on yourself and stop looking for love, you become your true self. and only someone who can see that part of you and fall in love with it is worthy of a chance. i promise things will work out. 
          
          taking care of yourself is like a manifestation of attraction in itself. trust the process.

          he's been amazing and respectful and the best that's ever happened to me. he doesn't think he's all that but he's so perfect to me. we fight when we're apart because it's tough on both of us. i think it may be because we are both physical touch love language. when i was home before leaving for college i saw him every single day basically without fail for months. he puts me in my place when i'm acting crazy and loves me and holds me when i need it. he is the most gentle and caring man i've ever personally met (and dated).
          our safety net is 3 taps and he pauses everything when i use it. he consistently shows up in my dreams and seems to enjoy hearing what crazy stuff i dreamt in the morning. he shares his successes with me and im his cheerleader. his #1. 
          
          he is the special man who doesn't like sitting across from me at restaurants because he's too far away from me. <3

sooo the post i was going to make deleted but that's ok i'm definitely not going to cry about it. 
          
          i doubt anyone cares about the entire book i wrote about what's been going on but if anyone does i will publish my beautiful love story.
          HERES A RANT TY
          
          not long after my last post in february (the same week) i started talking to a boy in that class and we ended up getting close for a whole month before going on a date and falling hard. both of us. he was trying to get close for months but held back because he thought i was dating my guy friend. (i did like my guy friend for a bit because he was super cool but he didn't feel the same and he didn't pick up any hints. so i decided to just stay friends with him which was fine because again he was cool also he didn't talk to many other people cause he was new :()
          actually, a lot of people got the hint we were dating. it was actually funny because people started asking HIM what was going on between us. i laugh through my pain but i'm over it, we had fun times anyways. 
          I bet it must've been so relieving when my(now hubby) asked if me and my guy friend were a thing and i laughed hard. honestly i pulled a lot of sh!t in my senior year and i had a lot of fun being unpredictable. the end of valentines week, he and i were on playstation together and he was following my instagram. we talked a lot after that and it didn't stop. in march we went on our first date and made it official. he and i have been together since, and it's been the best almost 9 months of my life. we hung out at school together, graduated together, went to summer fair together, and a whole bunch of stuff i can't mention bec personal issues. 

i was going to send a candy gram riddle and if he could figure out it was me he could decide if we were something but they weren't clear on how to buy them so i missed the date and literally no one in the school know either so very few went out anyways. hoping for the resale so i can send it dear god nothing else i can think of will get this ball rolling 

IM BACK YET AGAIN AHAHA been extremely busy preparing for college so have not been active.  anyways i am indeed keeping up with attack on titan plus i decided to finish the manga. nothing will ever be the same now attack on titan will always be peak

watched squid game and i'm on the last episode
          it's very violent so if you hate stuff like danganronpa don't watch it. also slight spoilers
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          anyways Jun-ho was on his knees?? id top that any day and on my knees for him too  i'm BEGGING for this man to infiltrate me next

happy birthday to my beloved Albedo and Mr Sniper Mask my two husbands share a birthday?? hot people born on the 13th