It sounds like you're going through a tough time, and I’m sorry to hear that. Failing a subject can feel overwhelming, especially with everything else happening in your life. It’s completely normal to feel stressed about university applications, but remember that one setback doesn't define your future.
Take care of your mental health as best as you can. It might help to talk to someone about how you're feeling, whether it's a friend, family member, or a counselor. As for your personal life, navigating relationships can be challenging, especially when things don’t work out as you hoped. Just know that you’re not alone in feeling this way. There will be more opportunities in the future for love and connection.
If you ever feel like you need to vent or talk more about what you’re going through, I’m here for you!