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I'm quitting Wattpad.
          
          I just don't have the passion for what I'm doing here anymore. I love writing and I'm not going to stop writing, but writing on Wattpad is just stressful and making me sad at this point. I just don't care anymore. I'm not deleting my account just yet, but I'm taking my books down and I'm not gonna be posting announcements anymore. I'm done.
          
          Bye guys, thanks for the memories.

HAPPY HANUKKAH BITCHES, WOOOOOOO

Update I didn't die ✌
          I got over my nausea and have been eating semi-normally again. I eat about half of what I normally do half because of my craving bullshit half because the cancer is taking over again and I'm getting close to need more blood

I love Kinger (TADC) Kinger is everything to me I love him he's my new favorite blorbos I can and will project onto him as much as I want try to fucking stop me Kinger I love you so much mwah mwah mwah mwah mwah also I still can't eat I might die anyway Kinger Kinger Kinger Kinger KingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKingerKi

I am so nauseated that I haven't been able to eat a meals worth of food in the last two days and I feel cold and weak. If I have to go back to the hospital already for this I swear to God-

I just found out you can turn your babies into doves in Stardew Valley and that you get a bunch of creepy Easter eggs if you do
          
          I'm not okay
          ( P.s. would y'all read Stardew Valley oneshots/stories? )

Mom says I might be able to get gerbils once we get into maintenance phase of my treatment WOOOOOOOOOOOO

I have the worst sore throat that's ever been had and I am in so much pain please fucking kill me I'm not exaggerating I swear it's so fucking painful help

Tips on how to take care of your physical body in easier ways while stuck in an energy-devouring depression. Written from my own personal experience.
          
          • Don't feel like going outside to sit in the sun and get that good good vitamin D? Look around your place of residence to see if you have a window facing the sun and sit in a chair by it for a while.
          
          • Fatigued and feel like taking a shower would sap you in a way you can't afford? Go to/order a delivery from Walgreens with packages of shower-replacement cloths. They work wonderfully and make me feel clean without needing to move around or do much, and takes like half the time of a normal shower. Make sure to follow the packaging instructions.
          
          • Have neglected brushing for teeth for a long time? ( no shame, baby, I've been there. My record is like two weeks. ) If you can brush your teeth, doing it for 30 seconds is better than not doing it at all. If even that is too taxing, floss then use mouthwash. According to my dentist that's just as good as 2 minutes of brushing.
          
          • Eat whatever you want. If the choice your mind is giving you is brownies or nothing, eat the brownies. This goes for any other kind of junk food. If you can try and make those as healthy and nutritious as possible, that's great, but bottomline is your body needs solid food even if it doesn't have a whole lot of nutrients. If you know your stomach is empty but aren't feeling hungry, look up recipe/mukbang/food showcases and watch them to trick your brain into wanting food.
          
          • This is something my physical therapist taught me: stretching and standing and walking back and forth in your house for a little while is a lot better exercise than you'd think. Order some thin stretchy workout bands and position them around your legs in different ways to pull them away from each other ( around your knees and ankles, around your feet to pull your feet up one at a time, etc ). Not too taxing but makes sure your muscles remember how to muscle.

The Sims 4 Halloween sale is over which is both heartbreaking and relieving. It sucks cus I wanna buy stuff but now I can't afford it so maybe I can save my money lol