Ari-Chan!~

I miss you princess❤️

Hello everyone! 
          
          This is the last post I'll ever make on this account. I'm leaving Wattpad for good at 3:00pm California time. (Idk what it's called professionally but whatever.) This app has been a great source of comfort for me, but it's also caused lots of discomfort and stress. Due to lots of irl stress and overwhelming circumstances, I can't handle being on here anymore. Thank you to the special people who have provided happiness and friendship through the years I've been here, and I hope you all remain safe. If you want to say goodbye or have questions or anything, I'll leave the account open until 3:00pm today California time. Have a wonderful day/night <3
          
          Signing off for the last time, 
          ~Ari <3

Hey lovely! Hope your doing well!

how are you doing, hon?

I haven’t heard from you in a while :(

ʜᴇʟʟᴏ ʟᴏᴠᴇʟʏ ᴘᴇʀꜱᴏɴ!
          
          ᴛʜᴀɴᴋ ʏᴏᴜ ꜱᴏ ᴍᴜᴄʜ ꜰᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ꜰᴏʟʟᴏᴡ ᴡᴇ ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ᴀᴘᴘʀᴇᴄɪᴀᴛᴇ ɪᴛ. ᴛʜᴇ ᴄᴏᴍᴍᴜɴɪᴛʏ ᴡᴇʟᴄᴏᴍᴇꜱ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀ ᴡᴀʀᴍ ꜱᴍɪʟᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴏᴘᴇɴꜱ ᴀʀᴍꜱ ᴛᴏ ᴀʟʟ ʏᴏᴜʀ ɪᴅᴇᴀꜱ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛꜱ. ᴡᴇ ʜᴏᴘᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴅᴜʀɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜʀ ꜱᴛᴀʏ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴜꜱ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ ᴀʙʟᴇ ᴛᴏ ʀᴇᴀᴅ, ᴠᴏᴛᴇ, ᴄᴏᴍᴍᴇɴᴛ ᴏɴ ᴏᴜʀ ʙᴏᴏᴋꜱ ᴀꜱ ᴡᴇʟʟ ᴀꜱ ꜰɪʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ ꜰᴏʀᴍꜱ ꜰᴏʀ ᴏᴘᴇɴ ꜱᴘᴏᴛꜱ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴠᴀʀɪᴏᴜꜱ ʀᴏʟᴇꜱ ᴡᴇ ᴏꜰꜰᴇʀ ᴀɴᴅ ᴀ ᴄʜᴀɴᴄᴇ ꜰᴏʀ ᴀᴡᴀʀᴅꜱ ᴏɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʙᴏᴏᴋꜱ. ᴀʟᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜ ᴛʜɪꜱ ɪꜱ ᴀ ɴᴇᴡ ᴄᴏᴍᴍᴜɴɪᴛʏ ᴡᴇ ʜᴏᴘᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ᴘᴇʀꜱᴏɴ ʀᴇᴄᴇɪᴠᴇꜱ ᴏᴜʀ ᴍᴇꜱꜱᴀɢᴇ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ᴏᴜʀ ᴄᴏɴᴛᴇɴᴛ. ᴡᴇ ʙᴇʟɪᴇᴠᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ᴍᴏᴠᴇ, ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ᴡᴏʀᴅ ꜱᴘᴏᴋᴇ, ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ꜰᴇᴇʟɪɴɢ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ᴄᴏᴜɴᴛꜱ ɪɴ ᴏᴜʀ ꜱᴏᴄɪᴇᴛʏ. ɪꜰ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ ʟᴏᴏᴋɪɴɢ ꜰᴏʀ ᴀ ᴘʟᴀᴄᴇ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ʏᴏᴜʀꜱᴇʟꜰ ᴀɴᴅ ʙᴇ ɢɪᴠᴇɴ ᴀ ᴄʜᴀɴᴄᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴇ×ᴘʀᴇꜱꜱ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴏꜰꜰᴇʀ ᴛʜᴇɴ ᴘʟᴇᴀꜱᴇ ᴅᴏ ʜᴇʀᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴜꜱ˙ ɴᴏ ᴏɴᴇ ɪꜱ ᴘᴇʀꜰᴇᴄᴛ, ᴛʀᴜᴇ, ʙᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴅᴏᴇꜱɴ'ᴛ ᴍᴇᴀɴ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ʙᴇ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʙᴇꜱᴛ ᴠᴇʀꜱɪᴏɴ. ɪᴛꜱ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴛᴏᴏ ʟᴀᴛᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ɪᴛꜱ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴛᴏᴏ ᴍᴜᴄʜ. ᴀꜱ ʟᴏɴɢ ᴀꜱ ʏᴏᴜ ᴋᴇᴇᴘ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʜᴇᴀᴅ ᴜᴘ ᴀɴᴅ ꜰɪɢʜᴛ ꜰᴏʀ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ꜰᴇᴇʟ ᴀɴᴅ ʙᴇʟɪᴇᴠᴇ ᴛʜᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡɪʟʟ ᴀᴄʜɪᴇᴠᴇ ɪᴛ.
          
          ᴡᴇ ʜᴏᴘᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ ᴡᴏɴᴅᴇʀꜰᴜʟ ᴅᴀʏ/ᴇᴠᴇɴɪɴɢ/ɴɪɢʜᴛ♡

hellllooo
          how ya doing ?? ilysm u mean so much to me, remember to take care of urself .
          just felt like letting u know how special u aree

“Why be an early bird or a night owl, when you can just be an insomniac and get the best of both worlds?” -Ari, running on a whole five minutes of sleep today.

Ghost Under the Light pt. 2
          
          The tendrils of my hair illuminate beneath the amber glow. 
          Bathing. 
          In the distance, a blue-green light flickers. A lone figure crosses its path - a silhouette obstructing the eerie glow. 
          My heart pounds. The silhouette grows. Closer. Closer. 
          I open my umbrella, casting a shadow to shield me from visibility. But I am too late. 
          He steps into the streetlight. I gasp and drop my umbrella. 
          The light flickers. My heart pounds. He raises his arm. 
          
          Time stops. 
          
          The only indication of movement is the amber light flickering against his outstretched arm. 
          The flickering light is in rhythm with the pounding of my heart. 
          Teasing me for succumbing to this forbidden emotion. Have you ever heard of a ghost feeling warmth before? 
          Giving up on understanding, I laugh. Understanding is overrated. 
          I touch his hand. 
          The flickering stops. 
          Ghosts are blue-green. 
          My heart is amber.

Nameless S
          
          There once was a ladybug.
          It was so small, it took a really long time to crawl from here to there.
          It was very tiring to fly for too long.
          
          Nobody squishes ladybugs because they're cute.
          Does that make them better than other bugs?
          Do ladybugs know they're cute?
          I think they're too preoccupied with bug things.
          
          And so, the ladybug crawled around and did bug things.
          This story wasn't really going anywhere.
          But I know you don't mind.
          I hope you think it's nice for being there anyway.
          Like ladybugs.
          Like this ladybug.
          The one who clings like a doof onto your sleeve because it knows you won't squash it.
          
          If it doesn't bug you,
          Will you stay awhile?