Justsomeguy

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          Love your DA stories!

Thanks for the follow. I love your Dead Ahead books

If any of y'all are having trouble findin' me, even though you...some of you prolly don't care, this is the account I'm talkin' about.
          
          Keep in mind, I haven't finished with the renovations yet, so...patience is important.
          
          You can always ignore this if you want. I mean, I don't expect you to care and all. Heck, don't follow me. Just keep on reading.

THIS JUST IN:
          
          I got good news to y'all, people. As well as bad news.
          
          The good news is—I made a second account where I'll definitely continue production until I quit writing or die in my military service or something.
          
          The account is @Cynicalwaste23
          
          I think that's how it goes. 
          
          The bad news is—To my continuing works that I haven't finished yet... I'm going to delete them here and take them to my new account to continue production. Switching stories won't take long, but I am gonna delete a few of my works here to prevent confusion.
          
          This also goes to previously finished works, to which I yearn to make a trilogy out of. So...yeah, I'm gonna delete a few, and leave the rest to burn in this cesspool.
          
          Though, make no mistake. To those that I actually haven't finished, or I thoroughly gave up, that still has hope, I'm yearning to make some sort of remake.
          
          My writing was shit when I first made them... My writing is still shit, though I vastly improved. I've been upgraded to a dumpster fire to just a dumpster. 
          
          Anyways. This account? Is fucking done. This is my last announcement too. So... So long, people. It has been fun. Now, time to continue it on a completely different lobby.

Guys, I'm gonna be honest with you, I think I'm not feeling well. What a crybaby I am, eh? But I just wanna let you know that I probably won't be more active now unless I get some motivation. 
          
          Actually... Think I'm starting to consider to quit Wattpad entirely. Why I'm writing is basically me forcing myself to complete a story. I'm not even sure why I'm forcing myself to do this. 
          
          I took the fun out of writing and it became a chore.
          
          Ironic, eh? At first this writing stuff brought me joy, now it brought me... I don't wanna say "Depression", that's a strong word. 
          
          It's prolly my fault for driving my source of motivation away, so I'm not blaming you guys.
          
          It's been a fun run, but right now if I continue this I'll prolly get into a mental breakdown. 
          
          But at the same time, I just need to for the sake of your enjoyment... Then again... I'm not sure if you even relatively enjoy my projects.
          
          I'm not sure if you follow me for myself or my stories. 
          
          Sorry to get you mixed into my drama. You got your life, and I got my dumpster fire. Best you ignore this, and get on with your day. This ain't Twitter. The fuck am I doing?

I'm not sure why, but I can't stop thinking about this song.
          
          Either because I'm depressed, though I can't really tell, or because I just like it.
          
          Anyway, this kinda...resonates me, of some sort. 
          
          You guys know that Titanic recorder thing? I just don't know, but that song is just so fitting for everything. Here you go if you wanna listen.
          
          https://youtu.be/dQw4w9WgXcQ

Update: Really early today, eh? Then again, it's pretty much 8 o'clock here.
          
          So...about my apology... I accidentally muted Filrcc before I deleted our conversation as a way of, like, moving on with things?
          
          I got nothing to lose at that point, but since we both muted each other, erm, I think unmuting would be difficult. As well as him seeing that I made my conversations into a confession booth.
          
          Not sure if I should call out symbolism about the quote "An eye for an eye" without sounding like a vindictive douche. Then again, I did threaten to delete requested stories whenever someone disagreed with me.

I have done...regrettable things in my life, some even make me lay awake at night, but this one... Man, this just kicked my butt.
          
          I often mistaken my words sometimes, and I did not mean to offend anyone because of it.
          
          For further context, I offended a friend of mine that I grew fond of, and now I think I drove him out of Wattpad entirely. My one motivation, I literally drove him away, I...
          
          Have you ever felt like you lost a chunk of yourself? Well, I have. Not sure if he could read this, because I can't see his account no more... He probably muted me so that's kind of a relief, but if you, Filrcc, are reading this. Well, I apologize for offending you.
          
          I ain't an adept linguist, and I can't really contain my sarcasm, but...
          
          Sorry for wasting your time making you read this sad sob's announcement. I just lost a lot of motivation because of this, but when I sulk about this, then that's on me.
          
          Might take a break for a few weeks until I regain it back. 
          
          This goes out generally to all the folks I made personal with in this website. Y'all changed my life, and I can't really thank y'all without sounding creepy. Anyways, thanks for changing my life.
          
          Well, I'm gonna stop now. I melted your eyes quite enough. 

Smacked that son of a bitch right to kingdom come!
          
          Well, mostly my dad did most of the work, which was just one powerful smack to the tail, but I got my revenge!
          
          Oh yeah... My cat is apparently still alive...he is wheezing though so I might need to take him to the vet. If only there's a vet clinic in my area.
          
          Crisis averted everyone!