MissRedCarnelian

Feel ko din na kaya ako gumagawa ng one shots ay para may directions na ako kung gagawa ba ako ng long stories.

MissRedCarnelian

I forgot to say this, just an old random thought that's still lingers in my mind. Need ko talagang sabihin toh. Feel ko deserve ng mga cheating characters ko ang happy ending din. But not with the fl/ml. Afterall they really deserve better after ng traumatizing moment na yon. This is just a joke but I felt that Frederick Royce deserved what happened to him. Maybe I'll make a story of them.

MissRedCarnelian

I intend to make a green flag characters, pero ngayong nags-surface na ang mga nagagawa kong short stories, feel ko di na sila green flags. I have so many cheating one shots to make. Yung Conover Series, full of cheating yon. Sa pangalan palang ng Series, alam na. Then the Pietro and Sol one shot, tapos may draft pa ako dito na cheating din (Spoil). Natatawa na lang ako. I did really thought dati na makakagawa ako ng characters that have a softy side ba. Like, buong buo ang pagka green flag niya. But turns out I couldn't, so sorry to my former ambitious self. hahaha ^-^

MissRedCarnelian

Drained na drained na ang utak ko. I tried writing for a bit pero hindi ko kinaya. Ubos na ang ideas of words na gagamitin para sa sunod na One Shot ko. Hindi ko na alam kung anong gagawin ko. Gusto ko mang magsulat, walang napipigang ideas ang isipan ko.

MissRedCarnelian

I tried to convince myself that I am making a morally grey characters, but that's a lie. This is fiction. All characters have flaws, they are not so perfect ones just like us. Maybe PERFECT is just a word. It doesn't exist in this world. But I really want to make morally grey characters, one that everybody can relate to. It just happen that I make short stories/ one shots so I can't. Nakakalungkot :(