PJO-HP-fan79

Somebody had told somebody else someday: “this is just the role that you were born to play”
          	“Is it a crime to only want the best for you? Everyone else livеs this normal lifestyle too”
          	Seeing how my act had brought you nothing but joy
          	I had played it perfectly so to not disappoint
          	I lost the means to breathe, but weren’t you proud of me…?
          	
          	In a pile of trash, at the break of dawn
          	A schoolbag lost and all alone with a name tag on
          	When was it I had started worrying about the things that went on around me when I played nice
          	If there’s a single wish that I could pray for tomorrow
          	Then I would wish to close the curtain on this cruel show
          	I won’t continue to play this role
          	
          	You had lied all along! I have lived my story wrong
          	Now that I have severed all the strings that once controlled me
          	I don’t know where I belong or I should be
          	I just wanted to find who I really am inside
          	Is this the price I must pay for simply being a fool?
          	Dear god this world is far too tainted and cruel
          	I’ve had more than enough
          	So I plead, just end the play for me
          	
          	Trying to be someone who could be loved
          	I threw myself away while hoping it would be enough
          	Performing on an empty stage with no one watching there was someone’s voice that echoed through lonely dark
          	“I’m right here can’t you see?” a voice had sobbed so helplessly
          	And once again it cried out “won’t somebody notice me?”
          	But nobody could seem to hear or understand those desperate and lonely cries…
          	…Because that voice had always been mine
          	
          	You had lied all along I’ve been breathing oh so wrong
          	Finally, I gained the strength to open up my tired eyes
          	And to learn I don’t belong within this world of lies
          	I just wanted to find who I really am inside
          	So, I ran away and I had found myself the tiniest light
          	To break the curse of my eternal dreary night
          	So now, once and for all, here on this day
          	I’ll end this nightmare play
          	
          	I’ve finally woken up…
          	
          	
          	(Engeki - english cover - Amiarylls)

PJO-HP-fan79

Somebody had told somebody else someday: “this is just the role that you were born to play”
          “Is it a crime to only want the best for you? Everyone else livеs this normal lifestyle too”
          Seeing how my act had brought you nothing but joy
          I had played it perfectly so to not disappoint
          I lost the means to breathe, but weren’t you proud of me…?
          
          In a pile of trash, at the break of dawn
          A schoolbag lost and all alone with a name tag on
          When was it I had started worrying about the things that went on around me when I played nice
          If there’s a single wish that I could pray for tomorrow
          Then I would wish to close the curtain on this cruel show
          I won’t continue to play this role
          
          You had lied all along! I have lived my story wrong
          Now that I have severed all the strings that once controlled me
          I don’t know where I belong or I should be
          I just wanted to find who I really am inside
          Is this the price I must pay for simply being a fool?
          Dear god this world is far too tainted and cruel
          I’ve had more than enough
          So I plead, just end the play for me
          
          Trying to be someone who could be loved
          I threw myself away while hoping it would be enough
          Performing on an empty stage with no one watching there was someone’s voice that echoed through lonely dark
          “I’m right here can’t you see?” a voice had sobbed so helplessly
          And once again it cried out “won’t somebody notice me?”
          But nobody could seem to hear or understand those desperate and lonely cries…
          …Because that voice had always been mine
          
          You had lied all along I’ve been breathing oh so wrong
          Finally, I gained the strength to open up my tired eyes
          And to learn I don’t belong within this world of lies
          I just wanted to find who I really am inside
          So, I ran away and I had found myself the tiniest light
          To break the curse of my eternal dreary night
          So now, once and for all, here on this day
          I’ll end this nightmare play
          
          I’ve finally woken up…
          
          
          (Engeki - english cover - Amiarylls)

PJO-HP-fan79

Is anyone here???
          
          I’m only getting 10 notifs when I come home from school.
          
          
          
          I’m kinda sad.
          
          Where did everyone go???????????
          
          And when I check my book, the first chapters have like 43 views, then the last ones have 2.
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          Can someone pleaseeeee talk to me, I’m bored.

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@PJO-HP-fan79 heyy...I'm a lil' late but I'm hereee
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PJO-HP-fan79

'Cause another and another coming up out of the gutter
          'Til I'm drowning in an ocean of entitled mother-(beep)
          And they're pushing all my buttons
          But they never seem to wonder why
          Another and another, ask each other
          
          Does it get your blood boiling?
          Does it make you see red?
          Do you wanna destroy it? Does it get in your head?
          'Cause it gets my blood boiling
          And I'm coming unglued
          It would hit you like poison
          If you knew what I knew
          You would be angry too
          
          Calm down, girl, why you so mad?
          Why's your heart gone rotten?
          It's all good, girl, why you upset?
          Guess they have forgotten what they did
          
          Does it get your blood boiling?
          Does it make you see red?
          Do you wanna destroy it?
          Does it get in your head?
          'Cause it gets my blood boiling
          And I'm coming unglued
          It would hit you like poison
          If you knew what I knew
          You would be angry
          You would be angry
          You would be angry
          You would be angry too
          
          Genuinely how I feel, my mother is being-
          
          ...
          
          What’s the word?
          Oh right, an a-hole.

PJO-HP-fan79

I’m back!! And alive! (Barely)
          
          HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE, it’s 2025!!!!!
          
          
          
          
          
          As I promised, I have been writing non-stop since winter break started, so I got lots of ideas and stories.
          
          The first chapter of my new book will be posted soon! 
          Just give me time to make a cover and think of a title.
          
          Lil hint on what it’s gonna be:
          
          
          
          Whenever they had the chance, her mother would go out onto the little fire escape outside the apartment window and sing for her. 
          As she grew older, she learned that she had a knack for music.  
          So, they sang together. 
          No questions were asked. No personal topics were brought up. 
          Just them, in their own little world. Away from the danger living right in their own home. 
          
          Can you guess?
          It’s a pjo fanfic
          Btw it’s gonna be fem!percy and male Annabeth, (psyche and Andrew) but they’ll still act like themselves, just different genders.
          I have reasons for swapping it that I’ll say later, I’m trying not to spoil anything.
          
          
          Life is great, and that’s sarcasm!
          I can’t decide whether I feel better at school, or at home,
          School has drama and stress.
          Home has parents (that aren’t great).
          Soooooo yeah. Feeling kinda depressed. 
          But we are not here to be sad, I’m celebrating internally that I’m back to see you all.
          
          
          Time to check my 852 notifications! (Yay)

PJO-HP-fan79

I have officially decided. I’m leaving WattPad for a little while. 
          
          There are many reasons why I’m doing this, but the biggest one is that it hasn’t been super healthy for me. I’ve been neglecting schoolwork, staying up late, and many others things that just aren’t great for me. 
          I love WattPad, and I’m leaving off my own accord, nothing anyone did is making me leave. Don’t blame yourself.
          
          I will return next year 2025. I promise.
          Swear it on the river styx, and my own sanity.
          
          As for my story, I think I may delete it. I don’t want to write discontinued when there’s only two chapters. It was a project I wanted to start, but I haven’t found time to actually write anything. I may continue it in the future, but for now, it’s going off my account.
          
          While I am gone, I will be coming up with story ideas, planning, and lots of other things. When I come back, I promise that I will post a story for you all to (hopefully) enjoy.
          
          
          I’m leaving on Monday 11/18 and will come back 1/1 
          
          Bye!