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Hi guys.
you might think the posting for my new story "where the currents meet" is pretty consistent and that bc a lot of it has been pre-written. there are days where i write multiple parts a day, and there are days where i dont feel as motivated and i start tweaking previous chapters ive written. today is most def that day. i just found out that my scholarship rejected me bc of the major of choice. i do have another uni to try out which most def will accept but the feeling sucks and so far the uni hasnt responded to me about the the certain document i need to continue the scholarship process. anyways, on days like this where im feeling overwhelmed, regret, hatred, wtv, i try and distract myself with writing and stuff. but since im feeling a shit ton of regret rn for not accepting a college that i wanted me due to family reasons, i dont feel like thinking about driftborne, or how elara would kill darian if she could, or how i could introduce the pearl witches. it just makes me sad. i know this isnt the end of the world, i just really wanna go back to studying, and i feel like there are so many factors that play into the uni i pick, which i wish didnt exist. anyway, im gonna keep pushing. and ill get back into writing as soon as i feel like it. maybe this regretful feeling will only last for today, and ill be writing like my life depended on it, or maybe not. so yeah, uni apps suck. love you guys :))