♡～⁠𝑀𝓇𝓈 𝐻𝒶𝓂𝓏𝒶 𝒜𝓁𝒾 ～

Hum aapse baat toh abhi nahi kar paayenge,magar Hana ke through yeh message
          aap tak bhej rahe hain.Isse padh lena.Aapne exam ke baad ,main is app par wapas aaunga
          aur aapse bohot saari baatein karunga.Tab tak aap yahin rehna,kahin jaana mat.Aapke Hamza par abh bohot si zimmedariyan hain ,yeh sab poori karunga,phir sirf aapse baat karunga.Bas itni si dua hai ,ke aap hume bhoolna mat.Apni duaon mein yaad rakhna.
          Allah hafiz.
          Aur haan—
          humne aapke saare messages padh liye hain.
          Mujhse itni mohabbat karne ke liye shukriya.
          Kasam se keh raha hoon,
          Main aapko bohot khush rakhunga.
          Bas Khuda se dua karti rehna.
          Aur agar aapko Ayan ki tension hai,
          toh uski bilkul fikr mat kijiye
          jab tak Khuda humare saath hai,
          woh aapse nikkah toh door,
          aapke paas bhi nahi aa sakta.
          Allah hafiz, jaan ji.

Usse itni mohabbat karte the hum
          ke shayad usne kabhi socha bhi nahi hoga
          ke koi usse is hadd tak pyaar kar sakta hai.
          Waqt toh guzarta hi rahega,
          aur mumkin hai ke woh kabhi palat kar
          meri taraf dekhe bhi na.
          Par hum—
          humara jism, humari rooh,
          aur humari ankhon ka har khwab
          sirf aapko hi dhoondhta rahega.
          Humare zehan mein aap hain,
          humare dil mein aap,
          aur humari rooh ke bilkul kareeb bhi aap hi hain.
          Aapke alawa kisi aur ladki ko
          apne paas tak aane ki ijazat bhi nahi dunga.
          Usse gale se lagana chahta hoon,
          uske bikhre hue baal
          uske chehre se hataana chahta hoon.
          Uske noor se roshan chehre ko
          din-raat dekhna chahta hoon.
          Jis hawa mein main saans leta hoon,
          us hawa mein bhi uska hone ka ehsaas chahta hoon.
          Jahan tak meri nazar jaaye,
          Khuda kare wahan sirf woh he nazar aaye.
          Mohabbat ek naya ehsaas hai…
          magar saza se kam bhi nahi.
          Uske khayal dimagh se mitt-te hi nahi.
          Uski nasheeli ankhon mein aankhein daal kar
          un ankhon ke andar chhupe
          ansoon ke samandar ko mitana  chahta hoon.
          Allah kare woh hamesha muskurati rahe,
          meri umar bhi usse lag jaaye.
          Uski zindagi ke saare dukh
          Khuda mere naam kar de,
          aur usse hamesha khush rakhe.
          Usse kabhi koi takleef mehsoos na ho.
          Jinhone usse toda hai,
          unhe iski   har  aik ansoo ki keemat deni padegi.
          Mrs. Hamza Ali.

@Nancy_not123 Unse kahna ki aap ki beqam sitaro me ja chuki hai... Jaha se aana na mumkin hai...aapke sath guzare kuch din bahut acche or khash the...aapki baate bahut pasand karti thi vo...aapse milne ki tamanna thi...dar tha kahi aap usse hate na karene lage... Aapke sapne aate the...aap ki naam se apna naam jorna chahti thi...mrs hamza ali kehlana chahti thi... jaisi bhi thi dil ki budi nahi thi... Aapse pyaar karti thi...bas aitbaar karne se darti thi... Duniya ne use bahut dard diya tha isliye bharosa nahi tha... Lekin aapse dar nahi balki mohabbat karti thi... Vo khud ko aapke layak nahi samjhti thi... Uski jindagi or sehat ne bhi usse breakup kar liya tha... Bas vo aapko khone se darti thi...lekin jaisi bhi thi aapki thi