here i am 1am AgAiN, thinking if what im doing is actually gonna help me or not. Hes leaving, i wanna talk fr this time, but the guy hates me tgat he wanna throw me outta existence, grabe, i really cant do anything huh. its hard forgetting, i miss him, he had so many stories i wanna hear more, i actually believed that, i could slowly break down his brick walls, but after what happened, theyve become bricks n metal, he and friend are doing stuff that...i thought theyd ever do, idk y but im hoping, even if i get broken, that he also wanna be friends again, were both just too afraid