....just thought about my pet bird that pasted away on the 6th.. ( ;-;) I miss her so much. She was my baby,my pride and joy...now I feel as if I were gutted..it's still hard without having her with me in my room,I sleep with her blanket I cover her cage with. But still,I struggle and I feel like I loose my temperament faster than before..now my heavy metal songs are the most comfort I get to keep my mind busy that and watching horror or stuff on youtube and draw my ocs. What set me off to think about her again is Talking to the moon by Bruno mars since her name was Luna (it meaning moon in spanish). It's getting close to the end of the month and hopefully the wound of loosing her will heal into a scar internally but that probably won't be til I either get a new bird,or til the next year..