I don't know if anyone even wants to hear this but I am not a very tech person. Too much information, terms and steps related to technology irritates me. It makes me lose interest in that thing pretty quick. I can't do anything about it because that's who I am. That's what my nature is. I hate having many apps on my phone cause it irritates me when I can't use all of them like others. The same reason why streaming on various platforms feels clustered to me. But that's not about it. I lack means to stream. I don't have a laptop of my own or anything to participate in multi platform streaming at once. Its just my phone which helps me get through it. But with only a phone it's hard to contribute to the fullest.
But that doesn't mean I don't support any new release BTS has had. I try my best to stream. I don't discredit myself. When they accuse of some armys not streaming Jin's I'll be there and the numbers are falling, I feel it's directed towards me too and that leads to sadden me even more. But I know it's not my fault.
I know I haven't contributed BTS with any monetary perspective till this date but I love them. And yes, people like me do exists. Some may accuse of not doing enough for SEOKJIN which is true but how can I blame myself? I want to do it better but I can't.
I wish I could give SEOKJIN what he deserves. I know Seokjin's pre-release is an eye opener for a lot of Seokjin fans or biases. I hope it doesn't go downhill with "Happy" and it would be a success like we all have imagined. We have to work hard for it and I will contribute my best even if it means nothing to some people.
