Vincent Reid

Yo, you good?

I don't know, it kinda feels like I'm looking at life through eyes that aren't mine. Like I'm spectating a life that I should be living, but one that I don't completely know how to.
          
          I don't know what to do with myself anymore, everyone I hold dear to me is somewhere I am not. I want to see them, but I can't. They're so busy, and they never have to to visit, and I just can't handle it.
          
          It feels like the only way I can cope with this gaping ache in my chest is by pretending I don't even exist. It hurts so bad, but I don't know what to do.
          
          Every single second I breath feels like a deeper burden on my shoulders. I'm sad, and I can't help it. 
          
          I have absolutely zero motivation to do anything, but I can't stop doing things or I'll break.
          
          I can't do this anymore, but I have to. It's hard.
          
          I feel like every breathe I take isn't keeping me alive, it's just prolonging my death.
          
          I need to be with the people I love, but they don't need to be with me, and that hurts more than anything.
          
          It hurts. Everything hurts. My soul is heavy with the burdens of my past, and I cannot shed them until every person who has caused me pain is gone. But that can't happen because the people I love are the ones that cause me the most pain. And I don't want them to leave me.
          
          They can't leave me.
          
          I can't breathe. It's hard, but I have to try.
          
          God, I feel so empty. I don't know what to do. I'm utterly hopeless.
          
          This is pathetic. I don't even know why I'm doing this. I guess this is just me putting my feelings out there for people to know so I don't have to be alone.
          
          I hate being alone.

Realizing that I'm a bad person in another person's pov is such an eye-opening experience ngl. Like, I think I'm a good person and I try to be as nice as I can to everybody, but there are people out there that just think I'm a horrible, rude person because of my actions towards them. It's such a weird realization ngl.

I'm so serious right now, I was looking up mha character birthdays, and I found out that I have the same birthday as Mineta. If I could, I would put several crying emojis right here.

I just came up with a line that was genuine bars, but I had to delete it because it deserves more than to be in an mha fic

Byler is bones guys

Someone tell me right now, is Byler genuinely bones? bc I don't think I can continue on in life if it is. I have out my life and soul into shipping ts, and tiktok starting to give me byler doubt. Please tell me if I need to immediately disappear off the face of the planet

I just smoked a teabag. Chat, tell me right now. Am I cooked?

There is an ache in my chest that I can never get rid of. It's not just pinging, it's yearning. I'm yearning for a time when life was just better. Where the world wasn't going to shit and I could just be a normal kid with normal worries. I yearn for a time when I could be with my family and didn't have to cry myself to sleep every night because I miss them. I yearn for a time and a place that no longer exists.

My little sister's high-key iconic. I was telling my mom about something she said to me, but I didn't say the exact words. You know what she said to me? She said "if you're gonna talk bad about me, at least talk bad about me correctly."
          
          If that's not iconic, then I don't know what it.