𝐧𝐢𝐬𝐡

used to be his fav girl.
          hope i still am. 

sometimes i realize i am a very ungrateful person.  
          always wanting more and more.
          i tend to not realize the progress, the progress you are making. 
          the progress we make together. 
          i am privileged, we call, we text every day, all day, you tell me good morning, you listen to me  
          i am privileged, you care about me, you trust me enough, and i think the trust becomes more and more everyday we talk. 
          i am privileged, you talk to me after arguments, youre honest with me, you apologize. 
          i am privileged because no one like me has what i have with you. 

"No Letters Came"
          
          No letters came, though I waited—
          by the soft blue glow of our last late call,
          your name still inked in my screen’s memory,
          a soldier of want,
          not love,
          after all.
          
          You touched down nightly
          like air raids—sudden,
          urgent,
          gone by dawn.
          We kissed in code,
          half-typed and unsent,
          our tenderness
          already withdrawn.
          
          I gave you warmth
          like a war bride might—
          half-hope, half-heart,
          all rationed light.
          But you were never coming home,
          were you?
          Just marching through
          for one more night.
          
          Lust, I learned,
          is a cruel commander—
          and I,
          a foolish nurse to wounds
          you never meant to heal.
          
          Next time,
          I'll wait for the one
          who brings flowers,
          not fire.
          

i hope for everyone to be independent. 
          
          i want you to never be "addicted" to someone. in a way that when they leave, you break. and i dont mean emotionally be sad/ feel broken. 
          i mean to feel empty after they left you. 

heyyyy

@Yuu_Nishinoyas_Sis hey there! i sent you a friend request on disc but on pinterest, i couldnt find your user T-T

@Yuu_Nishinoyas_Sis thank you! my disc is ughvrnism 

@Yuu_Nishinoyas_Sis can i have both ><

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          hi guys how are yall

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