"Imagine you have finished writing a romance novel, how does it end?"
I think I'm supposed to be sorry, but I'm really not. We took and we gave, neither of us are more full or less empty. Don't you think forever's a fantasy people created to mask their fear of loneliness? I'm not afraid of being alone though. I'm afraid of being lonely even when I have someone. I think I feel obliged to be sorry because we've been taught to think betting on ourselves alone is selfish, but my truth. My truth is that, who we were when we fell in love, and who we are now were never meant for each other. I think our fate can change as we grow, I don't believe that anything is ever set. Aren't we always only one decision away from a completely different life? I will say sorry that I couldn't be what I once wished to be for you, I gave you false hope huh? I really don't think it was you either, I think this was always how it was supposed to happen. I think our forever was only meant to last till now. I think we've both served our purposes in each other's life and now we have to move on to the next. I love you. That's why I'm letting you go. But I also love myself, that's also why I'm letting go. It's confusing. Ughhh, I should've just kept it short and simple. Is goodbye to cliche an ending? How about a, even though I made this choice consciously and without regret I still hope you miss me some days because I will miss you. But I also hope that when your forever that lasts you till death do you part comes, you can remember this moment. Maybe when that moment happens, I'll feel it in my heart, that as "selfish" as I am today, I made a difference. Thank you for forever, here's to never again.
