I dont have any goals in career bcus i have no clue what i wanna do, i have no idea whether i wanna stay like this, i dont know if this is truly me and who i truly am, i feel like i might not be totally straight(idk?), my life is a big mess and so are my routines which are also not healthy, and life is so noisy why can’t it ever be truly quiet even the silence is so noisy