the physical impossibility of death in the mind of someone living

@undeaddetective 
            {You will get the full set, I believe in you}

or any of them really but especially kaito

i'm such a hater i can't have other people be happy unless i'm happy what the fuck is wrong with me what the fuck is wrong with my brain

i mean i don't want to go to school ever since i have no friends and the people that hang around me are annoying as shit but i ESPECIALLY don't want to go on vday

let me stay home and admire the art people will make of my virtual s/o instead of seeing actual couples be all lovey-dovey and shit

i hate myself.

i want to do better, but i know i don't have the mentality to do it
            especially not now.
            i want my problems to be fixed and this is the best solution my mind can come up with
            but i'll never go through with it.

i want to be a better person. a more likable person. a person that people want to stay by...but i know that's not possible. i messed everything up.
            i'm antisocial and don't know how to communicate or help with big situations. it's not entirely my fault i guess. it wasn't my choice to be born with these neurological disorders...but i see other people who have the same things i do and they seem to be making it by just fine.
            i'm jealous.

i already have terrible luck with his lims please gacha rng stop doing this to me spare me this one time please just for this perm please i'm on my knees clpl

i'm going to buy a play store gift card and get colorful+ premium or whatever the show point thing is for this /hj

/ref

IS IT BECAUSE I SAID THAT ONE KAITO CHRISTMAS MODULE WAS SERVING THE AUSTRALIAN SLANG FOR THE WOMAN'S DOWNSTAIRS AREA???? I HAVE ONE TOO YOU KNOW!!!!!!!

okay i actually need to distract myself with something else so i can continue watching it

if eoz becomes that video's most replayed section it was me sorry

i'm still smiling someone help me