arson_octagon
Spoilers. I'm not dead
arson_octagon
arson_octagon
Ok can someone like actually kill me. I want go die so bad and I cant just keep doing this. I'm slowly being consumed by suicidal thoughts when I'm alone and I can't take it anymore. I could try to end it but I'm such a coward who can't do anything. I'm merely a background character for the main character's development. Iam nothing but legitimate trash and I just cant live how iam and I just dont want to be here anymore. I want to end it so bad but I can't. I have "friends" and "family" and they'll so called "miss me" so I cant just disappear without hurting others. I dont want to hurt other people with my actions. I wish I was invisible so I could disappear and be gone without anyone holding me back. I want to repeatedly get stabbed and decapitated so I can just go. I dont want it to hurt but I also do and the nagging feeling of just disappearing is getting bigger and louder and i just do this anymore..
if i dont update soon then I'm probably gone.
scaredsapphic
@todorokis_righthand I really want to comfort you and tell you its alright but to be honest, i just finished writing a poem very similar to what you just said.
arson_octagon
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Myweirdslytherin
@todorokis_righthand hehe, um, but can you stop comparing your things to my bf, it’s not in your right place to say things like that to people, and can you please stop telling them that your dumb stories are better than theirs? It’s rude.-