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Quick announcement, stories labelled with "std" are "soon to be deleted" so if you see that, said story won't be up for a good long while anymore, you might be wondering why I'm getting rid of some, well, I've kind of decided to leave behind some things from the past, and start atleast half fresh, thank you for understanding (or not- idk?) goodbye! Have a good morning/evening bloomlings!
          
          -Nightshade

Guess which basement rat is back
          He-LLO! Folks! I am back after I'm not sure how long- life has been real hard recently, trust me, but I'll push through, I have kind of had some ideas, and new hyperfixations (WE ARE FORSAKEN WE ARE FORSAK-) and so I might show some headcanons, maybe a fic or two about said fixations, I'm glad to be here after awhile, mostly to read but, I'll try to sneak in a writing or two for y'all!
          
          From: Nightshade (yes, name change, ik, identity crises go hard af)
          
          To: My bloomlings !
          
          Byeee

Damn, sistah dead again ig

Cough cough..
          
          So, I'm back (not sure for how long..), I know I KNOW, I've said that 17293738738272829 times, BUT, I'm actually going to try my best this time.
          
          What I really wanted to say is: I'll be renovating my profile, cleaning up some stories, & deleting some stories, such as:
          
                                                                  GiyuShino One Shots
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          And among others, 
          My sincerest apologies to the people who genuinely liked reading them, I'll also try to dabble in making stories with my own OCs! I feel like one of the main reasons I got so burntout is because I was working on a fanfic with characters whom already existed, most people would say "Make an AU", to that I say, that's malarkey! 
          Because, it's still someone else's characters in the end, so it'd be more freeing to write with my own, capische?
          
          But on a more serious note, I am genuinely sorry for how long it's taken me to cough up this much deserved apology and announcement.
          
          And please understand, I may be here but I'm not a machine, I am a human made of flesh and bone who has outside responsibilities, needs, and wants, AND on top of that, I can and need breaks so I can be motivated.
          
          Thank you if you took the time to read this, have a nice dawn or dusk, and take care!!
          
          
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ALM cuando pasaste de hacer rol de Uzi a hablar idioma tirote-

omg yall hi ive been gone 4 idek how long now n i come flabbergasted bc ppl still read my shit so I wnted 2 say tysm; im gna try 2 b a bit more active for yall and myb write og stories based off my ocs, again thx a lot guys, love ya, and for those wondering how I been, I cld honestly b better bt im alive still so theres tht, I might post a book with my md headcanons btw, and how I would draw the characters but it takes time so thx for ur patience, if anyone wants to talk to me personally myb be my friend my discord is @frieznscantiez cya there and peace for now (posted at 3:55am)

WERE SO BACK GAYS ! IM GONNA START WRITING AGAIN !!!!!

update: me n my bf got better, yes weve had some falling outs but weve made up and are continuing to help each other heal

I hate this so fucking much, I hate myself so fucking much, my discord got disabled for a certain reason bc something of mine got exposed bc of something stupid I did, gotta wait 5 months to get it back, my friend hasn't responded to help me get an alt for the meantime, I couldn't celebrate my boyfriends birthday with him, I couldn't finish his gifts, he said this was he lamest birthday ever, I know its all my fucking fault. He didn't even respond to my apology, I hurt his fucking feelings, I suck, so bad, it's all my fault. I ruined this, if it hadn't been for me wanting to defend my friends so bad, it could've been fine, but I just HAD to fuck everything up as usual, & also for those who asked if I'm good recently, I'm not. Not just because of today, but a lot of days, don't ask me to talk about it, I'm not going to have someone else shoulder my shit.

Hollup wait a min, i come back from the dead and i got 107 followers, wth happened???