@coldshoulderlover I completely understand and empathize with this. For the solid week after experiencing it in theaters, I felt so numb and in deep mourning. The grief was so heavy. Not only the disappointment and devastation of the film, but the way it felt like it impacted and tore the entire series from me. Two weeks later, I still find myself struggling at times. The images or vivid, palpable memories of experiencing it are starting to fade some. I have omitted this film from my mind, I try not to think about it or sit with it, holding firm to the series and that ending. However, it can still be very difficult. You can't unsee something once you've seen it or unfeel something once you've felt it. We're just navigating through it best we can. It takes time, it takes allowing ourselves to feel what we need to feel (anger, disappointment, grief, sadness) and find ways to not let it take what has been so important and meaningful to us. But it has been a very hard month, I never thought I would ever have these thoughts or feelings, so it just takes time to heal from this blow.❤️