𝑳𝒐𝒗𝒆𝑺𝒕𝒓𝒖𝒄𝒌.𝑺𝒌𝒚

next year is gonna be diff, I'm cutting all the toxic people in my life off,  changing my hair up, i'm changing everything abt me so if you aint with it then leave, i'm sick and tired of being the person that everyone wants me to be i'm being who i want from now on, i'm done being a people pleaser, i'm done with it all, i'm done doing shit for people cause none of them wanna help me when i need it, i'm done careing about peoples opinoun on me cause all that does is hold me back in life and i'm done, and to all of my friends who are reading this, if me and you dont talk or you disregaurd my feelings or you make my vent about you or anything else i'm cutting you off.

i only have a few more weeks till i get my own room again!!!!!!
          (btw it's been almost 3 years since I've had my own room)

my uncle rick passed away Monday, i will not be online as much and i wont be posting for awhile

listening to the phonk song vendetta and reading and editing my fanfics :]

Listening to Cher and writing parts for my books>

*This is me venting if you don't like this then don't read*
          
           I can't keep a fucking relationship to save my life, my friends don't even acknowledge me half the time when I'm trying to have a conversation instead they leave me for their friends when I'm mid-way through a FUCKING CONVERSATION WITH THEM! And because I don't wanna be rude I just shut my mouth, put on a smile a pretend as if nothing happened. It's like I don't even matter to any of my friends, maybe they're all just all better off without me because it seems like everywhere I'm constantly being treated as if I'm nothing. And it hurts a lot knowing that nobody gives two fucks about me... I spend half of my school time in the bathroom crying because everyone around me is treating me horribly. And it's not like I'll tell anybody this cause nobody will even care or listen...  So I just have to put on a smile pretend like nothing is wrong and go on with the day.

lemme put this here.
          
          
          
          
          
          
          *cough cough* ilysfmydekwidfy *cough cough*
          
          
          
          
          Ilysmydekwidfy: I love you so much you don’t even know what I’ll do for you 
          
          
          
          Ily <3

I'm making another book! And I will still be doing tbp one-shots but I am also gonna be working on my new book. My new book is 'The Black Phone Preferences.'
          ^^

BESTIE OMG NO STOP IM CRYING YOU ADDED MY BOOK TO YOUR INSPO THAT MAKES ME SO HAPPY AHH

here's the request form!!
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