and here i am slowly breaking as you are writing you perfect fanfics. here i am breaking as you draw so beautifully. here i am breaking as it seems as your life is getting some what better. here i am breaking knowing that you are getting even beautiful by the second. here i am breaking because i am missing out on most things that is going on in your life. here i am breaking know that i may or may not know you as much as you know me. here i am breaking knowing that you have no time for me. here i am breakinh knowing damn well that you no longer care for me. here i am breaking because we only talk from time to time and when we do its just such nothings. here i am breaking knowing that i am not good enough for you anymore. here i am breaking thinking i was never once good enough for you. here i am breaking while your beautiful self is probably sleeping. here i am breaking and no one here to care. here i am breaking, but it doesnt matter because youre fine, atleast thats what i think.
