the messed up thing that I remembered when i was staying here in ishimondo Wattpad, was that one ishimondo yandere mondo fanfic where the very last chapter was the author's suicide letter and they were expressing how their suicide is the "adult"'s fault and even explaining what would happened to the story even after they were gone. , I have no idea what happened to them as I cannot find the fanfic anymore, I remember this happening at 2021-2022 and really, really. hope that they found the help that they really need, and they are, very much alive and well
it's just so sad man, I really hope that they are good.